delores

just finished watching Cold Mountain on DVD.... i cried, of course. if you dont cry when you watch that movie, something is wrong with you. forget the love story part, some parts are just so sad. when the nice family gets pretty much mowed down. and then natalie portman almost being raped by union soilders....uh! it's just so fucking heart wrenching.

anyway....i was like 15...
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before i forget i want to start off by saying that the first thing that popped into my head when i woke up was the Leonard Cohen's song Famous Blue Raincoat. I dont know why. but the strange thing was that when i got on the computer, and i started up my media player, i have it on an ever random shuffle of all the...
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well, work sucked big time.
my manager makes me want to fucking stab something!
he seemed in need of ripping someone a new asshole, and of course the natural choice would be me...
it was slow, we were open until 9 instead of the regular sunday hours of 6pm...argh!!
JC PENNEY'S SUCKS ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i picked up an application to The Limited, i dont think i'd...
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my birth day kind of stunk. my mom got me some silly clearence presents, which i wouldn't care where she'd got them if she'd put a little thought into them. i got this set of those folding file book thingies...i dont know what they're called. and she got me a fashion art (or something like that) 2005 calander... old drawings of women in fashion....eh....not what...
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well, damn you all! hah, i wanted to update on my birth day before you all wished me well.
thank you all for the birth day wishes! but since i'm updating, you should all comment again
i went out last night for my power hour w/ my brother (who was being an asshole) and his sweetheart girlfriend kasey (who just turned 21 on friday), and...
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got home from visiting ultimatelewser in Georgia last night. i had so much fun!! i mean, i fucking danced!! what the hell!? i dont dance! heh.
i got to meet
ultimatelewser (duh!)
oryon
Llona
Bossanova

i had a fucking great time!!!
dont want to be home.
cant wait to go back.
oryon and i are like fucking school girls when we talk. we gushed about...
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i burned my tongue last night on a philly cheese steak hotpocket and these guacomole doritos are now hurting my tongue some more. my head and my neck ache. and i'm terrified that my infection isn't gone. every time i pee i'm afraid that it'll start to burn again. i dont want to have to go back to urgent care. i took the pills just...
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pretty much aced my bartending final. i'm an official mixologist now!
somehow, i cant muster much enthusiasm at the moment though...
got into with roland twice last night. fixed it the first, didn't the second... he says he doesn't ever want to see me again, and i'm just saying whatever, that's up to him. i'd like him in my life, but i'm sick of this...
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