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phoenix, az

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Wednesday Sep 07, 2005

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-i am crazily tired right now.
-my kitchen reeks of bug spray.
-i watched The Pickup Artist tonight.
-i am pretty much desperate for sex right now.
-tonight i realized that i will never be the girl that is sought after. i will always be the fat best friend. or the second choice, or the third. or the last resort.
-i cry everyday.
-i feel sick every time i eat.
-i have the sex drive of a man.
-if i had my way, i'd have sex at least once a day.
-as sex starved as i am right now, i'm too emotionally attatched to someone else (who doesn't want me back) to even accept casual sex. i wish i wasn't attatched, it's not like it's doing me any good.
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daft69996:
Being emotionally attached sucks if it isn't returned! Its an excersize in masochism.

As for casual sex, if you are not in a place- emotionally- where you would not enjoy it, its pointless. Better to stay home and use some tiy till the batteries or you run out!! biggrin
Sep 7, 2005
_stella_:
Sister I am so sorry you feel this way. Just know like you always tell me...Things will get better. You're gonna get through this and you know I am here to help you with whatever you need. I love you endlessly!!!!!! love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love love
Sep 8, 2005

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