want to hear something sick?
at night, when i cant sleep, i often imagine my own funeral.
i've actually been doing this for years.
i think about who would actually show up, what they'd look like and where they'd sit.
the ones who are always there are my mom, brothers, and my dad (that's mostly wishful thinking, cause i honestly dont know if he'd show up to my funeral. he didn't show up to my graduation
), my oldest friend Kristin, and my "sisters" Heather & Raisa.
those are the only ones i'm positve would be there.
there are people i used to imagine there, that they might care about me enough to be sad if i died, but these days i really dont know who loves me.
at night, when i cant sleep, i often imagine my own funeral.
i've actually been doing this for years.
i think about who would actually show up, what they'd look like and where they'd sit.
the ones who are always there are my mom, brothers, and my dad (that's mostly wishful thinking, cause i honestly dont know if he'd show up to my funeral. he didn't show up to my graduation
), my oldest friend Kristin, and my "sisters" Heather & Raisa.
those are the only ones i'm positve would be there.
there are people i used to imagine there, that they might care about me enough to be sad if i died, but these days i really dont know who loves me.
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oa55:
i plan on being a no-show for mine... 
star10764:
I think that it is a natural thing to think about your funeral. Just as long as you are not wishing that it will come soon you are OK.....keep smiling 