delores

got into a nice big fight with my mom last night. typical.
it rained all morning and afternoon today, which was nice. but because the sun never really came out, i slept til like 3:30 or 4:00...

yesterday i told my little brother that from now on i was going to be in charge of helping him with his homework, every day after school. so did that yesterday, then kristin came over and we walked to the gas station, bought some snacks (chex mix for her, mountain dew and arizona green tea for me). then we decided to drive to wal-mart. she wanted to buy her ex boyfriend a new toothbrush...dont ask why, they're just weird. i got a tv dinner to eat when i got home (cause i was sick of ramen) and some pizza rolls for the days to come.
i watched JFK with the Oliver Stone commentary last night...i just can't get enough of that movie...it never gets old to me.

i had another strange dream this morning... it had one of my current co-workers in it, Lee. he's adorable. skinny, poofy curly hair, thick rimmed glasses. big cute nerd. heh. it wasn't a sex dream at all this time... but i was like sleeping at his house or something...i'm not sure really what was going on... but later i was laying on a couch, watching tv, and i look out the window and there is my bartending teacher pulling up on his motorcycle... and he takes off his shirt, and he's all tan and ripped. almost with the body of Brad Pitt in Fight Club, just a little skinnier....
i just dont know where these dreams have been coming from lately.

*edited to ask myself, when will i stop falling for boys i meet online?*