delores

not much to say, as usual.
my mom gave me $80 of the $204 she owed me, but i had to give her $20 to get some grocerys. she said she's only getting like pasta and ramen noodles. then she said to me "when you make some just make sure to make enough for all of us" i know it doesn't sound like much, but i like to eat my ramen raw, uncooked. so that means i've got to cook especially for them. and it fucking pisses me off! i'm not the fucking mother here!! yet i'm doing the cooking, cleaning and buying the food. plus making sure my little brother does his homework. grrrr!!!!!
i'm hoping and praying w/ every fiber of my being that i'll be able to get the hell out of here in may.

been playing a shit load of mahjong. i'm addicted.
i wish they'd release bbc's What Not To Wear on dvd. i dont think they ever will cause it's a make over show, and who wants to watch that over and over again (except me)?
my stomach is killing me. i think i've been drinking wayyyyy too much soda lately.
i want a sex on the beach from applebees.