delores

ok, more shitty w/ the bed and stuff...still no water. my back hurts like a bitch, and i feel super groggy and stiff.

last night i hung out w/ Kristin and my old friend Leah (known her since 7th grade) and her roomate heather. we drank vodka and Jager ( ), and talked about boys and their weiners. it was great fun... we compaired all sorts of stuff... as it turns out kristin and i enjoy giving head while leah and heather are not all that fond of it... i had to explain what being submissive it to the roomate...i mentioned the PSW calender and expressed my excitement that i could possibly be involved (everyone keep their fingers crossed for me). trying to get Leah into suicide girls. shen i first showed her, she got all down because she's a bigger girl and she said "oh it's just more reasons for me to feel bad about myself" and i didn't want to contribute to it, but since then i've found PSW....i think she would fit right in there. *shrug* she doesn't seem all that interested though...
in leah's apartment she has this huge collage of photographs and some of them go back to jr. high... it was scary. i'm just glad that i didn't look like major ass in the ones of me. hehe, yeah i'm vain.
haha, we talked about how we've all been checking out younger men recently...i've got this neighbour that has lived next door for forever...and he's about 17 or 18 now...damn has he filled out. dark skinned italian. (as kristin describes him: a beefcake) hehe... yeah it creeps me out cause, when i was younger i didn't have any friends on the block and i used to play power rangers w/ him and his friends..hahahaha. fuck you, dont laugh...
anyway...bleh...i want to crawl into bed, but I DONT HAVE A BED!
i want to lay in bed and read.

so yeah, i'm surprised no one got my last quote. Heroin by The Velvet Underground..hmmm.

quote for the day:
"what was she for halloween? the uglist girl you've ever seen. some day she will die alone. what was she for valentine? an old forgotten concubine. some day she will die for no one."