well, i guess we're stuck with dubya for another long fucking 4 years 
i went to get my birth control shot today, but they changed the policy and now i need to make an appointment and see my doctor before the shot..which is bullshit. and of course my doc. wasn't there today. so i'm going to try to make it in around 4ish tomorrow.
i'm having lots of doubts about everything lately. feels like my whole world is coming down on top of my head...everything i thought i wanted is slipping away. maybe it's all in my head. i thought i had something, now i feel like i might lose it, if i ever really had it to begin with. i dont fucking know... so let's say it was mine, i feel like it's slipping away, and if it is, i dont know what i'll do when it's gone. the tentitive plans i had for the near future will be pretty much garbage. i suppose this could be mostly hormones
... but not completley... i know it's not all in my mind. i just dont know if i may be taking some things out of context....or taking them too seriously....i cant help it if i am...FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh and rocketx...i think you've been cheating on those lyrics...how can you know a rare nada surf track and something off courtney love's new record, from what i heard, hardly anyone bought? hmmm..i suppose i could be underestimating you.... and if you really do know those songs, major points to you.
quote for today:
"but i heard you let that little friend of mine take off your party dress. i'm not going to get too sentimental like those other sticker valentines. "
i went to get my birth control shot today, but they changed the policy and now i need to make an appointment and see my doctor before the shot..which is bullshit. and of course my doc. wasn't there today. so i'm going to try to make it in around 4ish tomorrow.
i'm having lots of doubts about everything lately. feels like my whole world is coming down on top of my head...everything i thought i wanted is slipping away. maybe it's all in my head. i thought i had something, now i feel like i might lose it, if i ever really had it to begin with. i dont fucking know... so let's say it was mine, i feel like it's slipping away, and if it is, i dont know what i'll do when it's gone. the tentitive plans i had for the near future will be pretty much garbage. i suppose this could be mostly hormones
... but not completley... i know it's not all in my mind. i just dont know if i may be taking some things out of context....or taking them too seriously....i cant help it if i am...FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
oh and rocketx...i think you've been cheating on those lyrics...how can you know a rare nada surf track and something off courtney love's new record, from what i heard, hardly anyone bought? hmmm..i suppose i could be underestimating you.... and if you really do know those songs, major points to you.
quote for today:
"but i heard you let that little friend of mine take off your party dress. i'm not going to get too sentimental like those other sticker valentines. "
Elvis Costello
have a good day! kizz rocketx
I'm sorry if I came across as cold in my response to you in the Feminists group. I'm just a bit overwhelmed by the horrible effects of this administration on every level of government, including the effects for womens' health and healthcare in general. I'm as scared and horrified as you are. I mean, what happens if condoms are made illegal (which doesn't appear to be an impossibility)?!? The best thing I can think of to do in this situation is try to be as self-sufficient as possible. Look into health alternatives that can't be made unavailable through sneaky legislation. Take control of your own body.