delores

pretty much aced my bartending final. i'm an official mixologist now!
somehow, i cant muster much enthusiasm at the moment though...
got into with roland twice last night. fixed it the first, didn't the second... he says he doesn't ever want to see me again, and i'm just saying whatever, that's up to him. i'd like him in my life, but i'm sick of this up and down, back and forth shit he likes to put on me. it makes me sad, but what must be, must be i guess.