ok, its like almost 6 am, and i'm up cause my crotch hurts like no other. i've had this lingering, come-around-when-it-feels-like-it urinary tract infection... FOR 3 FUCKING MONTHS (almost 4), i went and got meds when i first got it, but, obviously they did not work. so i've been swollowing these stupid fucking vaginal pain killers that turn your pee bright ass red and stain your undies if you're not careful. i have an issue w/ doctors, and alos happen to be between doctors right now, not sure how to go about getting a new one... i hate being a phone shy person, i have not knowing what to say....bleh....and it's raining, that's a good thing at least. i'm just waiting for these stupid red-pee-pills to kick in so i can go back to sleep 