i really dont want to look at my boyfriend's journal for today cause i know it's bound to say something along th lines of.... we're broken up, or he doesn't love me anymore, or loves me less...some shit like that. it's what always happens, i do something stupid, he has no one to talk shit to, so he writes a nasty journal entry to make me feel EVEN SHITTIER. i've been sleeping all day since about 3 inbetween bouts of sobing...not a fun way to spend the day. 
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