So I had a pretty good blind date tonight.
feeling pretty rejected by my high school friend Ron that i mentioned in the last blog, I reactivated an old profile on a free dating site. funnily enough, I find the bastard on the same site... dropped a hint about fate putting us togeather in a romantic situation..he's yet to reply and its been like 4 days. *shrug* whatever...
one particular guy starts coming on pretty strong and he seems pretty attractive from his picture and the site says we're compatible, so what the fuck.
we started talking really yesterday alot and agreed meet up this evening. at first i was sort of regreting it, i've had soooooo many bad blind dates in the past that i really dont have much desire to have even more... so i met him at starbucks tonight and it actually went really well.
and so i'm a slut, i slept with him.
i'm not sure how i feel because ultimately i want Ron...but he doesnt seem to want me back at all...and this guy seems to like me well enough and i like him. just a few problems though...lives in central phoenix, has no car, and has a kid. .. i suppose i'll just see how things go. i definitely wouldnt mind seeing him again...we had sex..played video games, then had sex again... not a bad way to spend an evening if you ask me.
i'm totally crazy about Ron but i really dont feel like wasting my time and my love on him if he's not going to reciprocate..i've done that too many times to count and got only heartache from it. of course i hope we can remain friends despite what happened... fuck i just wish i could talk to him about it.
i guess i'll just see how this pans out. it might not even be so worth getting worked up about.
either way, it was really good sex, so at least i have that.
feeling pretty rejected by my high school friend Ron that i mentioned in the last blog, I reactivated an old profile on a free dating site. funnily enough, I find the bastard on the same site... dropped a hint about fate putting us togeather in a romantic situation..he's yet to reply and its been like 4 days. *shrug* whatever...
one particular guy starts coming on pretty strong and he seems pretty attractive from his picture and the site says we're compatible, so what the fuck.
we started talking really yesterday alot and agreed meet up this evening. at first i was sort of regreting it, i've had soooooo many bad blind dates in the past that i really dont have much desire to have even more... so i met him at starbucks tonight and it actually went really well.
and so i'm a slut, i slept with him.
i'm not sure how i feel because ultimately i want Ron...but he doesnt seem to want me back at all...and this guy seems to like me well enough and i like him. just a few problems though...lives in central phoenix, has no car, and has a kid. .. i suppose i'll just see how things go. i definitely wouldnt mind seeing him again...we had sex..played video games, then had sex again... not a bad way to spend an evening if you ask me.
i'm totally crazy about Ron but i really dont feel like wasting my time and my love on him if he's not going to reciprocate..i've done that too many times to count and got only heartache from it. of course i hope we can remain friends despite what happened... fuck i just wish i could talk to him about it.
i guess i'll just see how this pans out. it might not even be so worth getting worked up about.
either way, it was really good sex, so at least i have that.
at least you had a good date most of the time they suck horribly
Oh, and congrats on getting laid. I'm glad it was good. I wish I was that lucky.