delores

i moved out of my mom's house about a month ago now. i moved in with stella and her man... it's been awesome i loves my new family. my brother is getting married in june, it's crazy. i need to lose weight cause i'm not about to be the fat bride's maid and at this point i am cause the other two are like stick figures and shit. i am leaving my job on march7, and i've already interviewed at Fascinations and they totally love me and want to hire me but cant cause of my current work schedule. but as soon as i put in my two weeks its in the bag. hurray.
moving again in a few weeks to an acutal house which will be cool.
i recently found out that the friend of one of my new roommates (the one i wanted to grab at midnight but didn't) has a little crush on me too so that's cool but he's so fucking shy i dont think he'll do anything about it. i was trying to flirt with him on saturday but he just wasnt taking the bait i dont think. i was trying maybe to have some booty on valentines day but he's only 19 so maybe it's better that way. *shrug* i have all of this week off so i'm hoping to hop a plane somewhere for a day but i have no money so i dont know what i'd do when i got there. any suggestions?
my mom still isnt speaking to me (cause of the move) and i really miss my little brother. i decided that the first tattoo i get now that i'm moved out (2nd total) will be a little cabbage. thats my nickname for my little brother. he's my cabbage. and he calls me turnip. dont ask...
my biological clock is ticking like mad. isnt that scary?! some crazy little part of my wants a baby.
scary.

all for now. love to everyone.