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went swimming w/ aquarius tonight. had a little sex in the pool... he went down on me under water, that was hella fun. hehe. not much else to report.... very tired, gonna sleep soon i think...

ok, i just got a foot rub from the lovelyaquarius. i worked all day today and all day yesterday. blech. now i'm watching this movie about a women w/ bad breast implants...like they're making them sick...its from the early 90's. and this middle aged woman is very beautiful i think. and i'm also learnind all about the mormon religion...scary shit. ewww, pedophiles...this 73...
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ok, not much going on. been hanging w/ aquarius a lot. been sleeping a lot too. haven't talked to one of my bestest pals, kristin, in a long ass time. ever since she flaked out on the barteding school she was supposed to do w/ me. yeah, i tried calling her all that day the money was due, and she never answered her phone or...
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argh!!! i've been having a helluva time loging in to SG lately... i have to keep signing off, and trying to get a better connection...it took me 3 times tonight ...anyhoo
spent the night at aquarius's on sunday night...nice besides we got in an argument that night after fireworks (which were nice)...but we worked it out in the car before we went home. i...
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yay me! i finally have a picture of me up!!!!!! are we all excited? i also have more pictures up in my gallery...go oogle me! all keep your fingers crossed for me to get monday off, so i can have a sex fest w/ aquarius!!

i just had some AMAZING sex w/ aquarius. we bought a great little couples toy last night and WOW!! it's this little rubbery thing w/ two loops for him, and a little rubbery ram's head and nubs for me... and it all vibrates. it actually worked better when we took the little vibrating nub out of the rubbery thing and just used that..it has...
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yeah, i found out on saturday that i got a $.40 raise sometime in may and no one told me... and i was moved to the Homestore, at least temporarily...*shrug* kinda sucks cause they fired the sexy guy a while back..he had the finest ass and the greatest sense of humor...ick.. yeah so i scraped a bunch of skill off my hand on one of...
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ok, this week had been good. went and did the tour at the bartending school...looks pretty groovy. my friend kristin decided that she'd like to do it also (which is good cause i wouldn't have a ride otherwise), so we signed up, but we both need to put the first $50 down by the end of the week so we can lock in the tuiton...
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oh my goodness! i have $206 in the bank!! i'm so fucking surprised. i was hoping i'd have at least enough to pay the registration fee on my bartending school....whooo hoo!! i have plenty!! and i'm also going to buy my friend's baby a Nirvana onesy, cause they dont have much money, and that's just a fucking necessity (my friend Lori is one of the...
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i feel like my heart is slowly disintergrating into millions of tiny pieces. i haven't even set a foot outside in two days. i'm not eating very much, maybe once a day. i sleep really late, later every day, and i hate it. i'm not showering very often, not cleaning up after myself. i'm very listless and have zero energy. i'm so lonely. i'm aching...
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i'm dying of loneliness. he's the last thing i think of when i fall asleep, and the first thing i think of when i wake up. i dont want to be without him. i dont think i can bare it. as mad as he makes me sometimes, i cant stop loving him, and i cant let him go. i really dont think we're a lost...
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