delores

work was boring and slow as shit.
sat outside waiting for my mom to pick me up for about 20 minutes.
had to pay my mom's fucking jerkoff friend $20 to drive me to work.
i think i may be getting sick.
i've got a horrible headache and neck ache.
i'm super lonely.

and decided that i'm going to be a dork and put a...
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i went to a halloween party last night w/ my mom's friend sabina and her boyfriend Jeffy.
it was ok.... met some new people. got a nice buzz going. saw a girl who i went to bartending school with. that was weird....this death metal guy started hitting on me like crazy. but he was nice.... he gave me his number even after i told him...
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just found out that my adopted lil' sister Raisa is going to be working w/ me at the home store! hurray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

picked out a halloween costume today. i'm going to be a pirate! a pirate w/ a whip!!! got a bull whip from the costume shop for $4! i got an eye patch too, and a lacey garter....
then at torrid a super nice girl...
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oh my fucking god!
i just did a big ole' entry and it deleted it!
i'm not going to go through it all again! god damn it!

i'll just sum it up here:
*power is back on
*got a shitty pay check
*dear friend raisa may be coming to work w/ me
*new friend at work is involved w/ shitty guy, and she feels she...
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our power got pretty much shut off today. we have a power extender on our meter so we only get so many volts of electricity at once...it sucks. we're not even allowed enough volts to turn on our air conditioner. it's quite warm inside.

when i walked out side to reset our breaker i saw some older kids (13 or 14) messing around w/ my...
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just finished watching Cold Mountain on DVD.... i cried, of course. if you dont cry when you watch that movie, something is wrong with you. forget the love story part, some parts are just so sad. when the nice family gets pretty much mowed down. and then natalie portman almost being raped by union soilders....uh! it's just so fucking heart wrenching.

anyway....i was like 15...
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before i forget i want to start off by saying that the first thing that popped into my head when i woke up was the Leonard Cohen's song Famous Blue Raincoat. I dont know why. but the strange thing was that when i got on the computer, and i started up my media player, i have it on an ever random shuffle of all the...
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well, work sucked big time.
my manager makes me want to fucking stab something!
he seemed in need of ripping someone a new asshole, and of course the natural choice would be me...
it was slow, we were open until 9 instead of the regular sunday hours of 6pm...argh!!
JC PENNEY'S SUCKS ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i picked up an application to The Limited, i dont think i'd...
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my birth day kind of stunk. my mom got me some silly clearence presents, which i wouldn't care where she'd got them if she'd put a little thought into them. i got this set of those folding file book thingies...i dont know what they're called. and she got me a fashion art (or something like that) 2005 calander... old drawings of women in fashion....eh....not what...
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well, damn you all! hah, i wanted to update on my birth day before you all wished me well.
thank you all for the birth day wishes! but since i'm updating, you should all comment again
i went out last night for my power hour w/ my brother (who was being an asshole) and his sweetheart girlfriend kasey (who just turned 21 on friday), and...
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