Hello all,
So tomorrow is my last day of university until I go back for my graduation.... I think I am happy about this although I will sorely miss the friends I have made whilst being around.
Some of you know that I went to Australia march-april time, this trip shook my confidence a great deal and as a result has made me indecisive and scared about making any sort of decision that might affect others, before Australia I was far more confident and I was happy with who I was. much of what I thought about myself was questioned whilst I was over there and I found myself at fault. For the last couple of months I have been trying to repair some of that damage, whilst some of the wounds have begun to heal they are still sore and cause me to doubt myself often.
My thanks go out to those who came to my birthday meet it was wonderful seeing you all and I had a great time one hopes that you all did too!
One person above all has helped me out an incredible amount and I will never be able to give as much as I have been given in return although it is my wish to do so. with all my heart I thank them for helping me through this time!
Next blog WILL be happier hope as I start changing my life for the better hopefully ties of friendship will become stronger than before!
Good luck and thank you
Del
So tomorrow is my last day of university until I go back for my graduation.... I think I am happy about this although I will sorely miss the friends I have made whilst being around.
Some of you know that I went to Australia march-april time, this trip shook my confidence a great deal and as a result has made me indecisive and scared about making any sort of decision that might affect others, before Australia I was far more confident and I was happy with who I was. much of what I thought about myself was questioned whilst I was over there and I found myself at fault. For the last couple of months I have been trying to repair some of that damage, whilst some of the wounds have begun to heal they are still sore and cause me to doubt myself often.
My thanks go out to those who came to my birthday meet it was wonderful seeing you all and I had a great time one hopes that you all did too!
One person above all has helped me out an incredible amount and I will never be able to give as much as I have been given in return although it is my wish to do so. with all my heart I thank them for helping me through this time!
Next blog WILL be happier hope as I start changing my life for the better hopefully ties of friendship will become stronger than before!
Good luck and thank you
Del
Life is existence based around emotion from the things we do and the ppl we are. Everyone has low points in their lives and regrets things they have done, but that is not to say those things and times were because of our faults or errors or because we are damaged, they were because we are human an its in our nature to make mistakes because there is no such thing as perfection, those mistakes made during our lives are there for a reason,
They may seem like major problems and faults in our character at the time but they also are the reason that we appreciate the good things in our lives and appreciate the ppl that are there at our sides who have been there for you when life has put you down the most. You don't have cracks or flaws in your character to be repaired because nothing is damaged its simply your personality which isn't good or bad its individual, Those cracks are simply the parts of us that give each of us our individuality, so you go from just being a nice guy or girl to being "YOU" which is what you will find is the very thing that ppl love about you
Swazzy <3