"I wish i had a boyfriend"
Whenever i catch myself thinking these thoughts I mentally slap myself and think of a million other different things to forget about finding a partner in crime.
Why?
Because the thought of being with someone scares me. The idea of getting close to someone honestly stresses me out and its so frustrating.
When I'm ready to date its because i actually want that person in my life and not because I'm lonely. I don't want to be dependant on a person but isn't that what a relationship suppose to be?
I don't know
Sorry for the lack of pictures I've been feeling bummed out lately. I really want to disappear for a while and cry (augh)
Anyways, when i get out of my rut, I'll make it up to you guys.
Later days :/
