deliria

Right.
I was veeeeery excited to go to my cousin's wedding,but that's on hold for now since unfortunately my nazi landlady wants me out of this apartment as soon as possible.
I've been living here for the last 2 years and i adored it everything about this flat and the area around ...
That's why i hope to find a place close to here,this area is kind of residential and i was very lucky to actually find a place that wasn't so expensive,of course she manage to asks more and more every so often...
So,there's that,and the fact that since i was behind a couple of months of rent,she's gonna keep my 2000 pounds deposit and i will need to give her the rest every month,so...i'm actually desperate and broke!!!

My family thinks i'm a total imbecile to stay in a city so expensive,where it rains all the time and where i will probably have my first nervous breakdown at the age of 26 -almost 27!!!!!!!

I miss my friend an di miss a little bit of joy and relax...

i'm really scared fo the amount of money i own,and i allow this to happen to myself because of many reasons,but in the end what i really really want is to start again from the beginning.

My friends are saying that leaving this house is gonna be aturning point,because it became too expensive,and in the end is probably for the best...i sure hope so because beside the enourmous amount of stress of moving out and pack everything,i 'lll have to come up with money for a new deposit and for paying back the Witch of Oz,while she leaves in a mansion with 2 Bentley and tons of money...ehehehhehe!!!

Oh well,yesterday the new expansion pack of World of warcraft came out,hope tomorrow on my lunch break to get my copy,i absolutely adore that game an di missed playing it but i had to cut down because i kept playing it for days and days...

I hop that everyone 'll have a great time,December is such a magical month and sometimes you do need to feel the warmth and the affection of your best friends and family...

Love ,love and lots of love...