delilahbrat

well things arent going too well over here... i got sent home from work again last night due to the pain i was in... today, the bartender called and told me she would call up another one of the dancers to see if she can fill in for me tonight if im not feeling well enough to work... im just waiting for her to call back and let me know what is going on...

i called the doctors today, cant fit me in... im going to try again for tomorrow... i know my appointment is on thursday, but i cant deal with this fatigue and pain anymore... and i need to know what is wrong... i refuse to go to the ER... i already owe so much from past visits plus my gallbladder surgery... id rather pay the $5 copay for the clinic than have to deal with even more hospital bills....

blahhhh

im off to take a nap... hopefully ill feel a bit better....