i love how people assume i am a horrible parent because i work as a dancer and do modeling so i can keep a roof over my daughters head...
i do what i do so i can give her a better life growing up than i had... i would rather dance/ model than to whore myself out at mcdonalds for money that wouldnt cover a third of the bills i have to keep a roof over her head and food in her mouth...
fuck judgemental assholes... they dont know me, they ARENT me, they dont know my life...
when i finally finish college, and can afford to work a "normal" job when she is older, i will... but for the time being i have to do what i have to do to support her....
ive worked with worse mothers than people assume that i am.... i dont prostitute myself, i dont sell drugs, i dont do any of that shit.... i go onstage, make my money, and come home to my daughter.... i do what i have to do and if people are going to judge and cant understand that, then fuck them....
sorry about the rant... someone made the comment about why would i want to be a suicide girl if i have a child and that i should worry about putting her needs before i worry about doing something for "fun"... i love how people assume that just because i want to do this, that i am not putting my daughter first... my daughter will ALWAYS come first.... since i got pregnant i went out ONE time for my birthday, and then for me and gregs 4 year anniversary when he proposed to me... in 2 fucking years, i have gone out TWICE... tell me how the fuck i am putting my "fun" before my daughters needs?
thats BULLSHIT... i want to see someone in my situation work a minimum wage job and try to raise a family (and im not even a single parent and our family still struggles, and i make twice as much as i would working a "normal" job)....
im going to shut up now because im getting myself worked up, and i have to drive 2 hours to my grandmothers house before we all leave for va...
okay, im really leaving this time....
bye byes
i do what i do so i can give her a better life growing up than i had... i would rather dance/ model than to whore myself out at mcdonalds for money that wouldnt cover a third of the bills i have to keep a roof over her head and food in her mouth...
fuck judgemental assholes... they dont know me, they ARENT me, they dont know my life...
when i finally finish college, and can afford to work a "normal" job when she is older, i will... but for the time being i have to do what i have to do to support her....
ive worked with worse mothers than people assume that i am.... i dont prostitute myself, i dont sell drugs, i dont do any of that shit.... i go onstage, make my money, and come home to my daughter.... i do what i have to do and if people are going to judge and cant understand that, then fuck them....
sorry about the rant... someone made the comment about why would i want to be a suicide girl if i have a child and that i should worry about putting her needs before i worry about doing something for "fun"... i love how people assume that just because i want to do this, that i am not putting my daughter first... my daughter will ALWAYS come first.... since i got pregnant i went out ONE time for my birthday, and then for me and gregs 4 year anniversary when he proposed to me... in 2 fucking years, i have gone out TWICE... tell me how the fuck i am putting my "fun" before my daughters needs?
thats BULLSHIT... i want to see someone in my situation work a minimum wage job and try to raise a family (and im not even a single parent and our family still struggles, and i make twice as much as i would working a "normal" job)....
im going to shut up now because im getting myself worked up, and i have to drive 2 hours to my grandmothers house before we all leave for va...
okay, im really leaving this time....
bye byes
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clara:
I talked about how I've decided to handle my friends list in my journal (click here). I hope that won't keep you from stopping by to say hello any time you like.
captaingroovy:
Your doing what you can to make ends meet. Fuck a bunch of shallow minded people who cant see that you have this job so that you can make sure your child never goes hungry and always had a roof over her head. Being An SG is something you can do on your spare time and in no way is detremental to your daughter. When you become a Suicide Girl that could ensure you have more work modeling. Stupid people suck, keep doing what your doing. 