delilahbrat

work has been going great since friday... now that the bartender (and now owner) is back, the bar, the dancers, etc, are making money again.... these past months have been so difficult.... tomorrow will be a month since the original owners passing (the original boss owned gentlemans clubs for over 50 years... it is a family run business, she owned the bar, her daughter managed and bartended and her granddaughters bartended... when she got sick, her daughter couldnt do it... the past month has been extremely difficult, since the bar is run by family.... and its been hard on me... she was my grandmother here, since mine is 2 hours away... she taught me so much... helped me change my life for the better... took care of me when i was pregnant and couldnt get another job- she bought my daughter everything she would need....
this is turning into a depressing journal entry... and its still difficult for me to talk about....