ugh, i have a headache... the munchkin woke me up WAYYYYYYYY too early... wow am i miserable...
(copied from my live journal
work went alright... i did decent tonight... but not as good as the two other girls... i lost weight over vacation- but not enough to make me look like the other 115 (if THAT) lb girls... damn i miss being that weight... my pre preg weight, before i gained almost 80 lbs... *sigh*... its rough... ive been there the longest...
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work went alright... i did decent tonight... but not as good as the two other girls... i lost weight over vacation- but not enough to make me look like the other 115 (if THAT) lb girls... damn i miss being that weight... my pre preg weight, before i gained almost 80 lbs... *sigh*... its rough... ive been there the longest...
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just put even MORE pics up... ones of me and dafreak .... theyre tame.... but adorable!
slc7675:
my son was born december 23 2002. 
added some more pics
paleenchantress:
WOW ~ i love you pics and they keep rejecting you ?>? im suprised ! i also got rejected but i only tried once..its in my candids.
dont give up beautiful !
dont give up beautiful !
well, today is my first day back at work... my vacation is officially over... i still have those bites/rash/whatever the fuck it is all over my left side... thats sure sexy, bet it will make me a shitload of money... awww yeah.... im feeling so blahhhhh today.... i feel ugly and like crap.... *shrug* o well, that happens...
sempi:
Don't give up on your quest.
aamichael112:
just read your post in SG hopefuls. dont call it quits! you are such a cutie, one day they're gonna accept you....well, i sure as hell hope so at least
im back from vacation.... wooo-fuckin-hooo.... my entire left side of my body has either been eaten alive by whatever bugs are found in amish country (i stayed at my moms for a day), or im getting a funky rash (thats what i get for deciding to swim in the ocean that has who knows how many dead human/animal carcasses, or how many little kids shit...
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oooohhh i found an 80s metal group.... i am so creaming myself right now....... i wish i had my toys on vacation with me and i wasnt here with my family..... dammit....
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slc7675:
whay group is it?
v0rge:
lol, that is funny. oh well, go hide in the bethroom for a while!!!!
im gonna have to fake-n-bake for work... this tan is just not going to look right with my gstring and pasties!
slc7675:
ive never faked-n-baked. i guess that is why the onlycolor on my legs is from tattoos. but then again when i wear shorts only about 3 inches of my legs show.
delilahbrat:
first time i ever fake-n-baked was when i lived in va for the summer and came back to work, i had an awesome tan, but my ass and tits were snow white... i jumped in the tanning bed, only to come out looking much worse... the parts of my body that lost its UV virginity were bright red.... looked hilarious onstage... my boss thought it was funny to slap my ass whenever shed walk past me (it was pretty damn funny)... then i got into it for a while til i found out i was preggers, and have only done it twice since.... but i usually have to do it when i come back from my yearly vacation, since the tan lines just dont look quite right onstage....
wow do i love the beach.... i dont think i want to leave..... *sigh*
wimpyrutherford:
Did you see Palahniuk when he came to Pitt??? He told this gnarley story about every family having a secret carrot, which was a metaphor for fucked up skeletons in the closet.
v0rge:
Well you have to leave, McKeesport wont be the same without you!!!!!!!!!!!!
we made it to virginia!!!!!! yayayayay!!! time to work on my tan, get my makeover.... have a blast at busch gardens.....
i need this so bad.... my stress levels have been so high with work, gregs family visiting, and not being able to sleep....
maybe ill finally get unspazzed out... ive been flipping out on everyone lately.....
i need this so bad.... my stress levels have been so high with work, gregs family visiting, and not being able to sleep....
maybe ill finally get unspazzed out... ive been flipping out on everyone lately.....
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v0rge:
Enjoy the beach. If you want to take a trip to Ocean City ever, my friend has a condo down there. We can party like crazy at night, and just relax during the day.
voltaire:
you need to be a member a little longer to join the SW group.I didn't delete your application, so just hang out and enjoy the site for a month or so.
i love how people assume i am a horrible parent because i work as a dancer and do modeling so i can keep a roof over my daughters head...
i do what i do so i can give her a better life growing up than i had... i would rather dance/ model than to whore myself out at mcdonalds for money that wouldnt cover a...
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i do what i do so i can give her a better life growing up than i had... i would rather dance/ model than to whore myself out at mcdonalds for money that wouldnt cover a...
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clara:
I talked about how I've decided to handle my friends list in my journal (click here). I hope that won't keep you from stopping by to say hello any time you like.
captaingroovy:
Your doing what you can to make ends meet. Fuck a bunch of shallow minded people who cant see that you have this job so that you can make sure your child never goes hungry and always had a roof over her head. Being An SG is something you can do on your spare time and in no way is detremental to your daughter. When you become a Suicide Girl that could ensure you have more work modeling. Stupid people suck, keep doing what your doing. 
well, im finally leaving.... everyone gets a break from annoying little me for a bit....
take care... leave me some love... and ill be back in a week or so....
take care... leave me some love... and ill be back in a week or so....