I have fresh roses in my room. I picked them last night from the garden in the front of my house. They smell of frozen nights with hints of sunny days. The petals are soft like silk scarves wrapped around my neck and are colored by five-year-olds with their teacher's markers.
I keep them in my bathroom to make me appreciate the wonderment of color....
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I keep them in my bathroom to make me appreciate the wonderment of color....
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I'm so fucking ready. Bring it the fuck on!
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egon:
sorry, i'm going to slow it the fuck down
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beckadarling:
RRARARARARARRWRWRWWRRRR!
now just imagine i have jumped off the top of your dresser onto you.
today is a new day! the knife in my hand will used to cut away all the dead people that have been holding onto me!
FUCK IT! BRING IT! LETS FUCKING GO ALREADY!
now just imagine i have jumped off the top of your dresser onto you.
today is a new day! the knife in my hand will used to cut away all the dead people that have been holding onto me!
FUCK IT! BRING IT! LETS FUCKING GO ALREADY!
What the hell has happened while I've been in Billings? Dating profile. Good lord!
I finally ventured over to the eastern part of the Montana and have nothing of interest to report at all. It's really dry and brown and flat and not very exciting at all. We had fun though. I love my friends. Did you hear that? I have friends.
What else?
Nothing....
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I finally ventured over to the eastern part of the Montana and have nothing of interest to report at all. It's really dry and brown and flat and not very exciting at all. We had fun though. I love my friends. Did you hear that? I have friends.
What else?
Nothing....
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jpguinness:
My October has been okay so far. It will be better next week because I am going down to Portland next weekend for a visit.
Billings does not strike me as a town I would want to visit nor live in? Too cowboyish and how you described.
Billings does not strike me as a town I would want to visit nor live in? Too cowboyish and how you described.
woodstock:
Hola chica! How are you? I don't know if you saw, but I am now going to Portland! That is much closer to you, so mebbe I can come visit or vice versa!!! Woo! 
November 12, 2004.
one and a half years of more than I could have ever hoped for to happen in my life.
why end it?
money, for one. and I need to focus on different things, for another.
I love you all.
Help me make my last month and a half, a grand one!
one and a half years of more than I could have ever hoped for to happen in my life.
why end it?
money, for one. and I need to focus on different things, for another.
I love you all.
Help me make my last month and a half, a grand one!
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jpguinness:
Awwww man. You are really leaving us? 
I would like to keep in touch with you though. We should chat sometime.
I will email you my phone number before you go.
BTW....Just thought you ought to know, I am going to Portland in a couple of weeks for a visit.
I would like to keep in touch with you though. We should chat sometime.
I will email you my phone number before you go.
BTW....Just thought you ought to know, I am going to Portland in a couple of weeks for a visit.
beckadarling:
oh where are you, love?
wail, moan, sigh....
wail, moan, sigh....
um, yeah, I'm tired of this now.
I have given up my favorite things and have found the replacements to be so much more rewarding.
cooking
reading
painting
writing
sleeping
It's not even lent, and I'm ready to rid myself of the glutoness actions of laziness I usually partake in.
I feel bold, confident, beauitful and none of it has to do with a lack...
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I have given up my favorite things and have found the replacements to be so much more rewarding.
cooking
reading
painting
writing
sleeping
It's not even lent, and I'm ready to rid myself of the glutoness actions of laziness I usually partake in.
I feel bold, confident, beauitful and none of it has to do with a lack...
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scrap:
Everyone needs a little breather now and again - take your time, we'll be here when you return.
woodstock:
missed you. just wanted to say hi!
I must start thinking like a poet:
devouring words with red wine and cigarettes; looking out my window and seeing metaphors, prose.
I need to regain the excitment of the perfect description, the perfect verb.
I will lock myself in my room and contemplate the outcome of the sleeping pills and how it will change my word formation in my mind.
devouring words with red wine and cigarettes; looking out my window and seeing metaphors, prose.
I need to regain the excitment of the perfect description, the perfect verb.
I will lock myself in my room and contemplate the outcome of the sleeping pills and how it will change my word formation in my mind.
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suicidepixeyx:
I alway found inspiration in my music. But also I always wanted to be a music video director so everything I listend too would give me Ideas to make a video.
When I wrote Poetry I got the inspiration from my broken hearts!
When I wrote Poetry I got the inspiration from my broken hearts!
herotozero:
heya, i miss hearing from you...yeah, im moving to phoenix for a few months, it should be good for me....i can get back to statrting something with anissa too...i would have no doubt in my mind saying that her and i can become rather serious with eachother...but first we gotta make her and i official
I like being pretty.
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mothra:
We missed Vegas with you, but I'm trying so hard to pull another one this weekend. Otherwise Mexico, much better than Vegas pero todos personas necesitos hablan espanol. 
stgeorge:
It's a good job really.
Bright light city going to set my soul, going to set my soul on fire...
Vegas was a fucking blast! God! I love Vegas sooooooo much. Too much, I think. New sick fantasy: move to Vegas to be a burlesque dancer at Tangerine. Yum.
Top five moments in Vegas:
5. Being lectured by my cabbie on why not to look for a husband in Vegas....
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Vegas was a fucking blast! God! I love Vegas sooooooo much. Too much, I think. New sick fantasy: move to Vegas to be a burlesque dancer at Tangerine. Yum.
Top five moments in Vegas:
5. Being lectured by my cabbie on why not to look for a husband in Vegas....
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malakai_godlike:
Hey girl! I miss you... we never talk anymore!!!
serenity_star:
I GOT UP AND DANCED!!! after you left! i wish you woulda stayed. my bank screwed me out of money so it lessened my funds till WEDNESDAY of this week! how bogus right?! let me know when you are going back to sin city, we'll need to hang out for real next time! 
my bank screwed me out of money so it lessened my funds till WEDNESDAY of this week! how bogus right?! let me know when you are going back to sin city, we'll need to hang out for real next time! Today is my beautiful BeckaDarling's birthday. You should all go and wish her a happy birthday!! Tomorrow is StGeorge's birthday and he'll be on a plane for 15 hours coming to join the party in Vegas.
That's right folks, Vegas in less than 24 hours. For all of those not going, you guys suck. If you want to go, come to the Imperial...
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That's right folks, Vegas in less than 24 hours. For all of those not going, you guys suck. If you want to go, come to the Imperial...
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stgeorge:
Just got back! 
Hope you got back OK, speak to you later.
Hope you got back OK, speak to you later.
beckadarling:
I LOVE YOU!!!
i never emailed you my tragedy, but who cares, it was just a break up and its over.
YAY NAKED LADIES!!!! i know you are having so much fun. kisses, darling!!
i never emailed you my tragedy, but who cares, it was just a break up and its over.
YAY NAKED LADIES!!!! i know you are having so much fun. kisses, darling!!
I have tomorrow off and I'm fucking stoked! Actually I have until next Tuesday off. Take that!
I got in trouble at work today for not looking busy enough when administration walks by. I was then called into my boss' office expecting to be talked to some more, but instead, I was given five dollars from my boss to gamble with. Ah, I love Andy...
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I got in trouble at work today for not looking busy enough when administration walks by. I was then called into my boss' office expecting to be talked to some more, but instead, I was given five dollars from my boss to gamble with. Ah, I love Andy...
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jay81:
I most definatly am
woodstock:
HELL YEAH!!!! WOOOOOO!!!!!! 
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[Edited on Sep 01, 2004 10:13PM]
how about you? any luck with the shiny new dating system?
oh and heres some pretties for you
we need to get away, ja?