delilahb

My stomach is upset with nerves. Tomorrow is my first day of school, and I am nervous. I have no reason to be nervous, but I am. I'm packing my bag right now and thinking that I can't believe I'm actually doing this. It's a good thing though, that I can be sure of.

I kind of wish I were going back to school as an undegraduate. I went shopping today and saw everyone getting all of their stuff ready for their dorms. As much as I would hate to live in the dorms again, I kind of long for that excitment of the unknown. Even though I'll be stepping into the unknown, it's not as exciting or adventurous with different people right around the corner. I'll be that old girl that people are afraid of because she doesn't quite fit in and is unhip because she's wearing the wrong jeans.

It's funny because when I was in school, I was the youngest person in my class. I was always the baby and never got to do anything exciting because I was always underage. Even when I did turn 21, I was still considered the youngin' because all of my friends were so much older. Now, it is quite possible that I will be the oldest person there and that just weirds me out.

Wish me luck guys, and I'll keep you updated with my collegate undertakings.