delilahb

So I have been a member of SG for two years now and it makes me sad to scroll through the list of girls and see that the majority of the girls who brought me here are now archived. Girls I really, really, really miss: Midori, Ruby, Mitten. I just hope that they are doing well in all of their endeavors.

Looking at the sets that went up right around the time that I became a member, really puts me in a place that makes me feel uncomfortable and yet so at ease with who I am now, that it frightens me. Looking back, I am nothing like who I was at 22. I joined the site as a way to occupy my time (which it did brilliantly) and now, SG is a place to come when I'm tired of actually doing things...real things with friends I had no idea even exsisted two years ago.

In a way, SG was my half way house of graduating from college: it cushioned the fall of reality until I was strong enough to land on my feet. It helped me realize who I am, that I shouldn't try to impress people and just be myself, but most of all, it helped me realize that I need to take risks every once and a while.

SG is a great place, and I want to thank you.


PS. The crush and I progressing on a very slow, yet productive level. We have no officially reached the point of saying hi to each other for no reason. He also has green eyes and smiles at me a lot.