delilahb

It's amazing what anger can do for you:

yesterday my coworker told me information regarding other coworkers and rumors being spread around about me. I got so upset because the person spreading them was supposidly my good friend. I cried for a total of two hours and then just got mad. After that, I called every place I know looking for jobs. I found a few.

right before I left to go home, I broke out into major hives and had a very hard time breathing. remember the peanut attack, well it happened last week friday and it also turns out I'm allergic to milk. but the hives have nothing to do with that. I have no idea what the hives are about, but it's really freaking me out. I couldn't breathe right for the majority of the night and didn't sleep at all.

after all the fiasco (and my bosses just being complete assholes about the whole thing) and the fact that my eyes were glued shut this morning, I called in sick again. It's the third time this week. Luckily, everyone was really worried about me yesterday because of the hives so I can blame it on that. Oh, and the crying.

so I just finished my resume and coverletter and I'm going to go all over Missoula applying. I need a new job, badly. The childish games that are played at the place I work at are just ridiculous.

I realize I'm being a bad employee right now, but I really don't care. If my boss doesn't care when I come in bawling my eyes out, or doesn't care when I'm stressed out I'm sick and then laughs in my face, I think it's time I pay it back.

Fuck you!

On a happier note: my brother was in a play last night. He's a fabulous actor. And I'm not just saying that. He is.