I had this brilliant plan to write this long entry regarding my thoughts on studying literature right now, but it was interrupted by the worst news ever:
the LOVE of my life, the man I was going to marry and spend the rest of my life with has a girlfriend.
Damn him.
I had plans for us too. He was well aware of my plans....
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the LOVE of my life, the man I was going to marry and spend the rest of my life with has a girlfriend.
Damn him.
I had plans for us too. He was well aware of my plans....
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I started riding horses when I was about eleven years old. My mom was an avid equestrian when she was young and wanted me to follow her over the jumps that bruised and scared her for life.
I went through various horses over the few years of professional riding lessons, and fell off various times for various reasons. It wasn't unheard of for me to...
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I went through various horses over the few years of professional riding lessons, and fell off various times for various reasons. It wasn't unheard of for me to...
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malakai_godlike:
HELL(o) again, I forgive the slacking. Once in a while, I too even slack. Just don't let it happen again 
Nah, really, it's ok.... all is forgiven. So I would ask what you have been up to, but I read your journal entry so the question would be kinda silly right? I have also been attacked by a horse, not scared of them, but I don't fuck with them. Me, my mom and two sisters once went over to my mom's friends house, and it turned out that he had two horses. Well, pretty much the whole time I was there I spent all my time with the baby, coz it was just so goddamn cuuuute. Anyway, whenever I made my way over to the mother (I guess she didn't like me playing with her baby) she went up on her hind legs and came down head first on the top of my head. It hurt like a bitch, but the only real damage was done to my pride. That was enough for me to leave them alone, and that was probably like fifteen years ago.... haven't been near a horse since. I have this very unhealthy fear of snakes too, which can be kind of embarrassing at times too, even if there is a snake on the television I start to feel very uneasy. So of course this means when Maria is flipping through the channels and comes across the Animal Planet and they just happen to be showing "The Most Dangerous Snakes In The World" (or whatever it's called) she must leave it there and taunt the living hell out of me. At least I'm not scared of Roaches and mice like her, but that's a different story all together. My point is, I feel your pain! Besides, what the fuck was your instructor thinking getting you back up on that horse?
On another note, I was very happy to see that you had written me. It has been too damn long since I talked to you. I miss you and can't wait to hear from you again. Well, I guess I should be going to bed.... if I even can. Hey, if not.... maybe I'll write you some more
Well, Love ya and talk to you later.... one way or another.
Chuck
Nah, really, it's ok.... all is forgiven. So I would ask what you have been up to, but I read your journal entry so the question would be kinda silly right? I have also been attacked by a horse, not scared of them, but I don't fuck with them. Me, my mom and two sisters once went over to my mom's friends house, and it turned out that he had two horses. Well, pretty much the whole time I was there I spent all my time with the baby, coz it was just so goddamn cuuuute. Anyway, whenever I made my way over to the mother (I guess she didn't like me playing with her baby) she went up on her hind legs and came down head first on the top of my head. It hurt like a bitch, but the only real damage was done to my pride. That was enough for me to leave them alone, and that was probably like fifteen years ago.... haven't been near a horse since. I have this very unhealthy fear of snakes too, which can be kind of embarrassing at times too, even if there is a snake on the television I start to feel very uneasy. So of course this means when Maria is flipping through the channels and comes across the Animal Planet and they just happen to be showing "The Most Dangerous Snakes In The World" (or whatever it's called) she must leave it there and taunt the living hell out of me. At least I'm not scared of Roaches and mice like her, but that's a different story all together. My point is, I feel your pain! Besides, what the fuck was your instructor thinking getting you back up on that horse?
On another note, I was very happy to see that you had written me. It has been too damn long since I talked to you. I miss you and can't wait to hear from you again. Well, I guess I should be going to bed.... if I even can. Hey, if not.... maybe I'll write you some more
Well, Love ya and talk to you later.... one way or another.
Chuck
goth_cowboy:
it's not incoherent, or maybe because i speak the incoherent language. hell i don't know. all i can say is get back on and ride. and if he's got that much fire in him, he is the right kind of horse.
later
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llmllOde To BeckaDarling
She told me her lips were pink. I imagined them the color of ripe red plums, dripping with dew from the autumn frost.
She strokes her index finger along her bottom lip, leaving pink color under her clear, glossed nail. Her smile widens as she smears her finger down my cheek. I watch the light intensify the different shades of brown weaved...
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She told me her lips were pink. I imagined them the color of ripe red plums, dripping with dew from the autumn frost.
She strokes her index finger along her bottom lip, leaving pink color under her clear, glossed nail. Her smile widens as she smears her finger down my cheek. I watch the light intensify the different shades of brown weaved...
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tiamat:
entry #1: beautiful, it sent shivers down my spine
entry #2: i think law school is an excellent idea. my parents keep pushing me to go there once i finish my degree. the world needs more level headed lawyers
entry #2: i think law school is an excellent idea. my parents keep pushing me to go there once i finish my degree. the world needs more level headed lawyers
malakai_godlike:
Hey, how are you? I haven't seen you in so long, I miss you homegirl! Anyway, what's been going on? Still going to Vegas? I see you want to be a lawyer. It could happen, I still want to make my own comic books. We'll see, maybe we'll both be famous one day. Last time we talked it was almost 9/11, now there is a hurricane coming for me, what is up with this city? I have been through many hurricanes being from Florida and all so it doesn't bother me, but everyone and their dog are freaking out here. How is it like there? any hurricanes?!?! ahhh! Anyway, just wanted to say hello and that I miss your sweetass! Goodnight. Talk to you later, or sooner.... either way is good.
Chuck
Chuck
I have a new lover. His name is William Blake. I hated him three years ago. Despised him really. I could care less about his fucking tiger. But he called me the other night. He said hi. He said that he missed me. I said that I would give him another chance.
William Blake wrote a poem for me. He wrote it in brown pen...
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William Blake wrote a poem for me. He wrote it in brown pen...
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pihka:
Congratulations with your new lover!
I think I have one too. Her name is Autumn Weather and she leaves a trail of golden dragonflies in her wake. She encourages the trees to change into their colourful ball dresses and party along with her. In the mornings, her breath is crisp and cool, and in the evenings we often watch the stars together. Im so in love.
I think I have one too. Her name is Autumn Weather and she leaves a trail of golden dragonflies in her wake. She encourages the trees to change into their colourful ball dresses and party along with her. In the mornings, her breath is crisp and cool, and in the evenings we often watch the stars together. Im so in love.
malakai_godlike:
Hello there. Sorry it has been so long since I have written you, I got seriously drunk Friday night and have been hung over since... Today I woke up at 4:30 this afternoon and went back to sleep around 6:30.... the bad thing about that is I have to open tomorrow so I hope I will be able to sleep tonight, if not I will be so tired at work tomorrow.... yaaaay! Anyway, 9/11 was pretty dull, not too many crazies out, but I guess that is a good thing. How have you been? Still wanting to go to Vegas? I promise to be on more often in the next few days so hopefully I will see you at some point, and we can catch back up. Well, I guess I will be going now, hope to see ya soon. Love ya,
chuck
chuck
I have been slacking, I realize. It's been a tough week. School started on tuesday. I only have one class, but the class is a graduate level and requires hundreds of pages of the bible to be read each week. Right now, we're looking at the Jewish text and comparing it to William Blake's own ideals of being a prophet. It's horribly interesting. It's also...
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stickyrice:
Did the Bible bring this on?
edc:
Hmmm... We could honeymoon in Belize. It would have to be in the off season just before the rain though. We could lay on the beach and watch SG webcams while drinking exotic drinks with bamboo umbrellas in them. Then snuggle together late at night listening to the ocean and watching Elvis movies.
I think the curtains definitely have to match the china. PINK!
It would be nice... /me dreams of waking up to the uber sexy Delilah_Banks.
Must go now Too much, brain brain is exploding.
Edc
I think the curtains definitely have to match the china. PINK!
It would be nice... /me dreams of waking up to the uber sexy Delilah_Banks.
Must go now Too much, brain brain is exploding.
Edc
New Journal Entry:
My photo is on God's fridge. God is also wild about me.
I love marquees in the front of churches.
If everyone's picture is on the front of God's fridge, how big do you think his fridge is? And why would God need a fridge anyway? And if he has one, does that mean there are grocery stores in Heaven? Does God...
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My photo is on God's fridge. God is also wild about me.
I love marquees in the front of churches.
If everyone's picture is on the front of God's fridge, how big do you think his fridge is? And why would God need a fridge anyway? And if he has one, does that mean there are grocery stores in Heaven? Does God...
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enzo525:
I thought there was no hunger once you got to heaven. If he does have a fridge, is it the kind that has the top freezer, or is it the kind that's split down the middle?
caz:
hey sweetie, soz for long ime no speakies!! whoa, alot of questions about god here! it's making me think too much!!!
think might stick to thinking about fairs grounds and candyfloss..hehehe!
think might stick to thinking about fairs grounds and candyfloss..hehehe!I'm feeling a bit frisky right now...
So, the job is getting better. I'm digging three things about it: the fact that it's super physical and it forces me to get off of my lazy ass and MOVE and LIFT and WALK and STUFF, the cute boy Tyler that works there too, and Shane. Oh my good GOD! Shane the bike courier god and his...
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So, the job is getting better. I'm digging three things about it: the fact that it's super physical and it forces me to get off of my lazy ass and MOVE and LIFT and WALK and STUFF, the cute boy Tyler that works there too, and Shane. Oh my good GOD! Shane the bike courier god and his...
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tarbaby:
girl,i'm white trash EVERY day! it's really been great here lately-the weather has been perfect which makes it easier for everyone to get together and go out. so many people are gone right now though,between burning man and bumbershoot,that we didn't even have our weekly burrito monday. i guess that's ok,since i've missed it the last two times anyway! ever get in those moods where you just want to be homebound? that's me right now
tiamat:
you applied to the university of victoria? that's where i go! it is too bad you aren't here. 
that would have been wicked. there are three of us sgs who attend school together and this is where I met Bettina. she sat beside me in women's studies in first year while i developed a crush on her.
that would have been wicked. there are three of us sgs who attend school together and this is where I met Bettina. she sat beside me in women's studies in first year while i developed a crush on her. Ah...now it's time to take a break.
Whilst driving endlessly around Canada, I finished one of the best books I have ever read. "The Autograph Man," by Zadie Smith. Now, you are probably wondering if it could stack of to "White Teeth." I believe it's just as good. Not necessarily better, but on an equal playing field. It just really made me think about myself,...
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Whilst driving endlessly around Canada, I finished one of the best books I have ever read. "The Autograph Man," by Zadie Smith. Now, you are probably wondering if it could stack of to "White Teeth." I believe it's just as good. Not necessarily better, but on an equal playing field. It just really made me think about myself,...
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beaky:
Dlilah... where have you ben hiding you precious little thing you....
rexphantom:
All I know is, girls are retarded. My date was nice enough, but I think she's a little crazy. Crazy in a bad way, I mean.
Back to work!
Back to work!
I'm back! I love Portland so much, but for some reason, I was relieved to drive back into Montana (smoke and all).
So I got to spend 24 hours with the lovely Ninjagrrl. We giggled, smoked (well, I pretended to smoke while she actually did), ate donoughts, chocolate pies, and waffles. We looked at the SG site together and oggled over Germany's new set. And...
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So I got to spend 24 hours with the lovely Ninjagrrl. We giggled, smoked (well, I pretended to smoke while she actually did), ate donoughts, chocolate pies, and waffles. We looked at the SG site together and oggled over Germany's new set. And...
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tiamat:
are you in canada right now? 
come to BC!
come to BC!
egon:
just saying Hi
I'm back from florida now
exciting eh
e
I'm back from florida now
exciting eh
e
I'm on my way to where the air is clean.
Portland, here I come. Boo-ya!
Portland, here I come. Boo-ya!
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ninjagrrl:
The pictures were stunning, they stun me still, in fact.
Due to computer/scanner poop, it may be a bit, but not too long.
xoxox ng
Due to computer/scanner poop, it may be a bit, but not too long.
xoxox ng
malakai_godlike:
You are welcome.... so, how are things going over there? Are you having an enjoyable time? I sure hope so! Well, I have to open in the morning, so i have to go to bed... I MISS YOU!!
Chuck
Chuck
You're just a precious thing that does not need his bullshit...
beaky