Have you ever reached a zen like state?
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"Everybody, grab a body, pump it like you know somebody."
I promised myself I would not become giddy again. That I wouldn't have the smile that's as wide as the state of Montana. Unfortuantely, I am a slave to crushes.
Everyone can tell when I like a new boy. It's a curse. One day, I'll be able to not have feelings.
Tuesday, 6:25pm, news break:...
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I promised myself I would not become giddy again. That I wouldn't have the smile that's as wide as the state of Montana. Unfortuantely, I am a slave to crushes.
Everyone can tell when I like a new boy. It's a curse. One day, I'll be able to not have feelings.
Tuesday, 6:25pm, news break:...
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rexphantom:
My current project is to make a mix cd for my crush. Awww, I'm wicked excited. About all sorts of stuff, you dig?
ninjagrrl:
ooh, ooh! He is e-mailing you now?!!
I am picturing that crush-induced face I am so familiar with...(^ ^)
Sorry to be slow with the pics, I am slow myself.
Wait, did you say wooing? Goooooooooo GIRL!
\(^ ^)/NG
I am picturing that crush-induced face I am so familiar with...(^ ^)
Sorry to be slow with the pics, I am slow myself.
Wait, did you say wooing? Goooooooooo GIRL!
\(^ ^)/NG
I drove 1200 miles this weekend for one party. I saw old friends, such as, ninjagrrl. I realized that I am past my career as an undergraduate, that I can move on and away. I said goodbye to the only boy I would have ever married when I realized the spark is gone between us. I said good luck to the person that influenced...
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ninjagrrl:
Heya, I have some gorgeous pics of you that I will scan and send.
I remember walking around smoking the cloves. You were so proud to be part of my first smoking experience. A month or so later I bought my first pack of Camels...crazy.
You were silly wasted that night.
Saw that you changed your crush...hee hee, he was cute and super forward.
(^ ^) ng
I remember walking around smoking the cloves. You were so proud to be part of my first smoking experience. A month or so later I bought my first pack of Camels...crazy.
You were silly wasted that night.
Saw that you changed your crush...hee hee, he was cute and super forward.
(^ ^) ng
rexphantom:
You gots to gimme the 4-1-1 on your weekend. Before, you know, you're IN MY HOUSE.
Just a general comment:
Why the hell are hoodies so expensive? I went to go check out some new ones today, seeing as the one I have now has magical shrinking arms, and they all cost more than thirty fucking dollars (and that's on sale).
Piss.
Why the hell are hoodies so expensive? I went to go check out some new ones today, seeing as the one I have now has magical shrinking arms, and they all cost more than thirty fucking dollars (and that's on sale).
Piss.
ninjagrrl:
Hello foxy lady!
Hellos and kisses to my beautiful, budgeoning lesbian, favorite Virgina Wolfe fan!
(^ ^) ng
(that crazy girl who never writes you)
Hellos and kisses to my beautiful, budgeoning lesbian, favorite Virgina Wolfe fan!
(^ ^) ng
(that crazy girl who never writes you)
It is possible that I will come across a person that I haven't seen in four years this weekend. A person that wouldn't let me live until I was with them completely. A person that hurt me in every way imaginable without doing anything.
It is certain that I will see the "love of my life from last year" this weekend too. They are different;...
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It is certain that I will see the "love of my life from last year" this weekend too. They are different;...
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rexphantom:
I dug out a shirt to wear to work that I hadn't worn in a long time. I was buttoning it up and I looked down to find a long curly hair stuck to it. It was Sharon's.
I've been in a foul mood ever since then.
I've been in a foul mood ever since then.
I saw him today.
I've been anticipating his arrival for a week now. He only came today, ten minutes early. Wasn't what I was expecting. Better. The smile was what got me. The smile and the fact that he was a "man."
Too bad I wasn't there. Too bad I tried to help, but had to keep a distance for the fear of being crushed....
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I've been anticipating his arrival for a week now. He only came today, ten minutes early. Wasn't what I was expecting. Better. The smile was what got me. The smile and the fact that he was a "man."
Too bad I wasn't there. Too bad I tried to help, but had to keep a distance for the fear of being crushed....
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Destruction
Snow falls weightless
Only when the wind screams.
Remember this when
Ravens fall from the sky,
Yawning as they hit the ground.
Snow falls weightless
Only when the wind screams.
Remember this when
Ravens fall from the sky,
Yawning as they hit the ground.
rexphantom:
I'm pretty much sold on the story. After seeing a picture of a calcified fetus today, I'm convinced all sorts of screwy things can happen in that uterus of yours.
Everything has been mediocre. I have tried to spice things up, to try new things, but everything still is dull. The irony of my life consists of piss in a lab cup.
It was good.
It was good.
oninotaki:
Dont give up yet, what you need to do is just sit down and go ok what do I need to do in my life. Once you know what needs to be done in your life(keep in mind I mean what really needs to be done) Do It. I have found that by doing what needs to be done in my life interesting things tend to just show up for the ride 
rexphantom:
Try giving more high fives.
edit: I mean handjobs.
[Edited on May 02, 2003]
edit: I mean handjobs.
[Edited on May 02, 2003]
Stamps. Something we take for granted. The most common stamp used right now is the generic American Flag. The trains are also popular. Every once and a while, you will come across the stamp that people actually went to the post-office for. The stamp that is a small piece of art. The stamp that embodies more than just your 37 cents.
The only part of...
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dave_h:
I always get stamps with the adhesive already on them. no licking for me.
rexphantom:
I've got Irving Berlin stamps right now. I like to imagine I'm physically forcing his smirky little ass to deliver my letters for me.
I'm 22, single, and very happy in that position. The independence of it all is the best thing ever. I'm never tied down by my significant other's desires of what they want to do, and I never have to go through the emotional bullshit of a relationship.
I'm also very against relationships altogether. I don't know where it comes from, but I just firmly believe...
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I'm also very against relationships altogether. I don't know where it comes from, but I just firmly believe...
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rexphantom:
I'm feeling very self-conscious about my choice in girls. It's that whole "people are looking at you" thing. Too much pressure.
I've been thinking a lot about life lately. If the average person lives to about 80 now-adays, there should be no excuse for having a boring life. Just think about the amazing things you could do with your life if you took one risk--whether large or small--everyday.
I think about people I know and how much they regret not doing something when they were younger....
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I think about people I know and how much they regret not doing something when they were younger....
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rexphantom:
Sequels are for pussies! I always thought the midget skit was much better than Pencil Salesman. I thought the jokes were better and it was more well-rounded, but almost everyone likes the pencil bit better.
Lesson: I'm Never Right.
Lesson: I'm Never Right.
When you stumble across something that scares you, but then you realize that it is all true, how do you react?
rexphantom:
I remember that dream well.
I step on things that scare me. Step on them and squash them dead.
I step on things that scare me. Step on them and squash them dead.
i began my college career at pacific in '97, came and went until '01 and have ended up now at humboldt state as a journalism major. something pacific wasn't totally suited for. great place though, loved my prof's and the many illustrious bars that the grove has to offer. were you there as well?
you could have known me? i toyed with creative writing myself for a bit. let's see... katie mccleary was a c/w major, among others...i dated her my freshman year. cool chick. adele groat would have been in your class, she was my g/f for 3 years. sara thornton was also in your year, she and i have been good friends for quite a while.
pacific is a tiny community, i'm sure if we didn't meet we knew a lot of the same people. i was trying to look at your pics up there to see if i recognize anyone, but they're too small! my name's mike miller if it rings any bells.