Im not going to let her go down on me. Rachel lit a cigarette as she leaned on the passenger door of my car. We had just finished a long night of the Review and I was going to take her home. If I let her go down on me, that means she won. Abby cant win. I didnt answer Rachel; I watched her blow...
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stickyrice:
Great snapshot, especially the pointing with the cigarette, and the "can't win" theme. Cool! (Do I mean Kool? As in filters?) 
stickyrice:
If you'd like to me to look at more, just send it along ... e-mail if you want.
The cosmos are changing and are giving me a life I am completely not used to. I am leaving my home in two months for an unknow that is completely nerve-racking, but intriguing all at once. My job will change. My duty will change.
Everything is out in the open and for once I'm not afraid.
Everything is out in the open and for once I'm not afraid.
I picked up The Second Sex, by Simone DeBeauvoir today. I just finished the introduction and my mind is reeling about what "woman" is. I just read a nice collection of essays regarding Third-Wave feminism, so jumping into Simone is pretty different and jolting. Ah, but I'm thinking and that's all that matters.
I also began reading the book, Atom, today. For a physics book,...
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enzo525:
The weather just started to cool down, so I might have to put the top back on my jeep. Other than that, nothing. I was supposed to have a studdy group tonight but it ended up falling apart. So I'm about to go to bed cuz I have to work at Three am. 
stickyrice:
The member known as awolrat can fix you up with answers to physics questions. But I hear he is buried in his thesis at the moment. For feminism discussions, I recommend Morgan. But I recommend Morgan for most everything.
For feminism discussions, I recommend Morgan. But I recommend Morgan for most everything.If only Ren and Stimpy were still on the air...
So cute boy, the crush du jour, is possibly going to come up here and visit me. Ah! I'm so excited that I decided to tell everyone on the site.
Boys are cute.
So cute boy, the crush du jour, is possibly going to come up here and visit me. Ah! I'm so excited that I decided to tell everyone on the site.
Boys are cute.
articulus:
hmmm, yes, well enjoy the cute boy.
and say hello to nancy. she is a dear.
so yeah, that was me, i lived next door to george vandehey that year. now it really seems like i should know you. although i really didn't know many people in that hall. didn't matt live with oleg? those guys were a swell pair.
i'm curious about katie getting "married"... i had heard that she was in california, chico or someplace. well, pass along my congratulations, anyhoo.
ren and stimpy rule.
and say hello to nancy. she is a dear.
so yeah, that was me, i lived next door to george vandehey that year. now it really seems like i should know you. although i really didn't know many people in that hall. didn't matt live with oleg? those guys were a swell pair.
i'm curious about katie getting "married"... i had heard that she was in california, chico or someplace. well, pass along my congratulations, anyhoo.
ren and stimpy rule.
enzo525:
Ren and Stimpy rule!
Hope things go well with you and "cute boy"
How are things in montana?
Hope things go well with you and "cute boy"
How are things in montana?
Dear God,
Do you remember that time when I asked for you to help me as I cried endlessly by myself that Friday night in January? Do you remember me staring at myself in the mirror, wondering who I really was, wondering why I have so many problems when I have never done anything to deserve them?
Do you remember me asking you why so...
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Do you remember that time when I asked for you to help me as I cried endlessly by myself that Friday night in January? Do you remember me staring at myself in the mirror, wondering who I really was, wondering why I have so many problems when I have never done anything to deserve them?
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stickyrice:
He will slip a note under your door and run away.
You asked. By day I am a science journalist. By night -- Batman!
You asked. By day I am a science journalist. By night -- Batman!
I imagine his hands floating up my neck, to my hair. He caresses the back of my shoulders as the cool breeze falls from my fan; thunder penetrating the background.
I realize he isn't here.
I meet him alone. As we roam the streets I stare at his gaze: contemplating the future as the past; never looking at the present; always dreaming of what life...
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I realize he isn't here.
I meet him alone. As we roam the streets I stare at his gaze: contemplating the future as the past; never looking at the present; always dreaming of what life...
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stickyrice:
I like that ... it's rare when the writer turns the knife on herself.
What brings you hither, to the Midwest? You're right, sadly. It's flat. Flat. Flat.
What brings you hither, to the Midwest? You're right, sadly. It's flat. Flat. Flat.
Bad, bad day.
I just witnessed the worst fight of my life. My brother is a real fucking asshole and has been that way since he was born. Well, the fight my dad and him just got into involved him threatening to burn our house down (the house that my parents built by themselves for the last three years) and him leaving to go be...
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I just witnessed the worst fight of my life. My brother is a real fucking asshole and has been that way since he was born. Well, the fight my dad and him just got into involved him threatening to burn our house down (the house that my parents built by themselves for the last three years) and him leaving to go be...
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stickyrice:
This sort of thing makes me glad I was an only child. Has anyone considered having him locked up? I mean, if he's still of young-enough age.
I think I might have been to Huson. I've been to Missoula, Livingston, Billings, Butte and Yellow Bay, during a period of exile and wandering in the west.
I think I might have been to Huson. I've been to Missoula, Livingston, Billings, Butte and Yellow Bay, during a period of exile and wandering in the west.
stickyrice:
Suburban Chicago, God help me. I've lived in St. Louis, Atlanta, southwestern Colo. (at 9,000 ft.), and San Francisco (well, Berkeley and a small coastal town north of Mill Valley). The West is for me.
I've decided I want to be a bartender. But only at sleazy bars during the day so I can serve old men named Harold, Herman and Norm. Someone once told me that I made the best MaiTai's ever, and that it must be because I'm from Hawaii. Does that mean I kill at Sex on the Beach as well...
starsandsmokes:
... mix me a couple drinks and i'll let you know...
stickyrice:
If you become a bartender you're going to hear about a lot of peoples' problems, and you'll probably get asked a lot by drunk guys for sex on the beach, or anywhere else.
Are you really in Huson?
Thanks for stoppin' by my journal. I'm addin' ya to my friends list.
Are you really in Huson?
Thanks for stoppin' by my journal. I'm addin' ya to my friends list.
I've decided to fall away from my vision.
My visionary has faltered and revealed
his voice as tainted.
I know longer have a path or a need.
Monday night update:
I'm feeling particularly down tonight. I tried to avoid a series of panic attacks; luckily, I came down with just one. Have you ever been able to step back completely and see yourself as an...
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My visionary has faltered and revealed
his voice as tainted.
I know longer have a path or a need.
Monday night update:
I'm feeling particularly down tonight. I tried to avoid a series of panic attacks; luckily, I came down with just one. Have you ever been able to step back completely and see yourself as an...
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enzo525:
Good selection
Righ now I'm building up my resume for a hospital as an EMT Tech. I'm thinking about nursing, probably a 2-4 year program at a community college, but as of now I'm a volunteer FF with the city of Mukilteo, and am thinking about doing some testing with other fire departments this summer and maybe go to a fire academy. What about you? Are you planning to school for anything in the medical field? Where in Hawaii are you from? And where are you planning to move to?
Washington is really cool, But I haven't been anywhere else, so I can't really compare it to anything, well let me take that back. I've been to Hawaii a couple times in the Honalulu area, portland, and all over Califirnia, but they were just for visiting family and stuff. I really loved the weather in Hawaii and Califorinia. I'd like to take a trip over to the east coast. I'm planning on moving in with my parents so I can save money for bills and travaling, and other stuff, so I mjust might have a chance to do that.
FG
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Righ now I'm building up my resume for a hospital as an EMT Tech. I'm thinking about nursing, probably a 2-4 year program at a community college, but as of now I'm a volunteer FF with the city of Mukilteo, and am thinking about doing some testing with other fire departments this summer and maybe go to a fire academy. What about you? Are you planning to school for anything in the medical field? Where in Hawaii are you from? And where are you planning to move to?
Washington is really cool, But I haven't been anywhere else, so I can't really compare it to anything, well let me take that back. I've been to Hawaii a couple times in the Honalulu area, portland, and all over Califirnia, but they were just for visiting family and stuff. I really loved the weather in Hawaii and Califorinia. I'd like to take a trip over to the east coast. I'm planning on moving in with my parents so I can save money for bills and travaling, and other stuff, so I mjust might have a chance to do that.
FG
[Edited on May 27, 2003]
enzo525:
Wow your masters, and your only 22, thats cool. You make me feel old and dumb.
Chicogo, that's really cool, why there? Does it have to do with your Literature DePaul? ( what is that?)
My favorite funniest movies off the top of my head are
The Big Lebowski
Office Space
Monty Python's The Meening Of Life
Jay and Silent Bob SB
GroundHogs Day
I have others but just can't think which ones they are
Chicogo, that's really cool, why there? Does it have to do with your Literature DePaul? ( what is that?)
My favorite funniest movies off the top of my head are
The Big Lebowski
Office Space
Monty Python's The Meening Of Life
Jay and Silent Bob SB
GroundHogs Day
I have others but just can't think which ones they are
I was watching Ghost World today, and Thora Birch's character has the light picture of a waterfall in her room--very 1978, tacky piece of shit really. That same picture was the centerpiece of various conversations at parties that my friend threw; her roommate had the same one.
I believe these pictures are going to take over the world. It's secret ploy to bring them back...
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I believe these pictures are going to take over the world. It's secret ploy to bring them back...
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I've decided to abandon everything I believe in and try the complete opposite for a while: extreme christianity, eating lots and lots of meat, being attracted to non-artists, not judging anyone. I've actually been doing it for this past week, and surprisingly enough, I've been a lot happier with myself.
Not like you care.
Can one only come into beauty through intense suffering?
Not like you care.
Can one only come into beauty through intense suffering?
articulus:
isn't suffering what the dharma is all about?
aimee ault, quite a familiar name. seems like i should have met you at some point, but sadly, many of my pacific memories are dim. katie's a heckuva girl; we sort of fell out when i started seeing adele - talk about drama! - but i've always liked her. one of the best writers i've ever known. tell her hi for me if you're in touch with her.
and good luck with the christian extremism! in a parallel universe, i'm a militant buddhist.
aimee ault, quite a familiar name. seems like i should have met you at some point, but sadly, many of my pacific memories are dim. katie's a heckuva girl; we sort of fell out when i started seeing adele - talk about drama! - but i've always liked her. one of the best writers i've ever known. tell her hi for me if you're in touch with her.
and good luck with the christian extremism! in a parallel universe, i'm a militant buddhist.
I had one of the most interesting moments this past week. I was sitting around with a bunch of accountants listening to their conversations about floor plans for their condos in the suburbs, and I realized: "hey, someday I want that."
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I just obsessively cleaned my room. Last year, my roommate would get so pissed when I would come home at midnight and...
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ninjagrrl:
Dude, whatever you figure yourself out to be, you are still beautiful. For serious.
Last night, the ol'man and a friend and I spent a good four hours into the night discussing art and conciousness and sensory overload. It was so amazing, to sit on my porch and smoke and talk with people who love art. I wish you were there.
(^ ^) ng
Last night, the ol'man and a friend and I spent a good four hours into the night discussing art and conciousness and sensory overload. It was so amazing, to sit on my porch and smoke and talk with people who love art. I wish you were there.
(^ ^) ng