Ah, not a good week for writing. I'm blocked poetically right now. Perhaps tomorrow it will be back.
One of the things I love about Missoula is the type of people that live here, and the fact that they all gather during the summer at the Farmer's Market on Saturday mornings.
At the end of Higgins Avenue is the old Railroad station. At 9:00am, the...
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One of the things I love about Missoula is the type of people that live here, and the fact that they all gather during the summer at the Farmer's Market on Saturday mornings.
At the end of Higgins Avenue is the old Railroad station. At 9:00am, the...
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So here's the story:
I woke up this morning, decided "hey, I'm going to get a tattoo today." Went to work, discussed it with the pals.
At 5:30, I rushed into the bathroom, took of my nylons (they're so attractive), and drove to Painless Steel. Okay, so here I am, wearing bright pink halter top under black zip up hoodie paired with short jeans skirt;...
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I woke up this morning, decided "hey, I'm going to get a tattoo today." Went to work, discussed it with the pals.
At 5:30, I rushed into the bathroom, took of my nylons (they're so attractive), and drove to Painless Steel. Okay, so here I am, wearing bright pink halter top under black zip up hoodie paired with short jeans skirt;...
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uncool_hipster:
You are so cool I get chills just reading your posts... El Caminos and spontanious body art. You make me smile. I've been trying to decide on something to permanently mark my body with. Nothing has stuck with me yet. I'm here, it's late and I'm watching reality bites... never identified with the movie. I was never cool enough to understand the motivations of the characters... just thought they whined too much. You on the otherhand are truely a unique individual and that makes you the coolest baby!!! I'll have to post a pic of me in my cowboy hat. Don't laugh too much.
egon:
I want an new tattoo. Even thouhg I just got one like a month ago.
I should be writing something brilliant in here right now, since it was my deal and all. But I'm lacking brilliant things to say since sleep has taken over my pathetic life. All I want to do is sleep. All I do, besides work, is sleep. I haven't even been on here for longer than two mintues because I've been sleeping. It's so fucking pointless!...
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snowmizer13:
I hope things work out with the job hunt,And I know your set'll be great.The beach was good,I took a goofy picture there that I put up in my Pics section.If you ever need a good laugh take a look.
creepyvalentine:
i'll look at you naked
Hey y'all. Seeing as I'm leaving in fifteen minutes to go to Flathead Lake (anyone want to come?) for the weekend, I just wanted to let you know that I'm not ditching the wonderful world of SG. I promise to get to everyone's journals on Sunday as well as update my own.
I hope everyone is having a rocking good time!
Peace,
Delilah
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I hope everyone is having a rocking good time!
Peace,
Delilah
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enzo525:
Weekend was good, got a call from costco saturday and they gave me sunday off.
I accedently killed a kittin the other day. 
It crawlled up into my engin, and was in there when I started my jeep. I felt like shit the rest of the day. Other than that it was good. On the rating scale I would rate it a 6
I accedently killed a kittin the other day. It crawlled up into my engin, and was in there when I started my jeep. I felt like shit the rest of the day. Other than that it was good. On the rating scale I would rate it a 6 
ilcapitano:
AWWWWW. Flathead Lake! I have been there once and I have a good friend who has a cabin on the lake. *sigh* If I was anywhere near the NW I would totally go up there and chill at the lake and hit it in the El Camino.
As for Fred's, I say just go for it. Especially on Amateur nights, I am sure there are a bunch of University women supporting their friends and such. It would be fun, hell you could even take your boyfriend and use him as the excuse. Maybe "accidently" end up there.
I hope you had a great weekend and feel lots better.
I have been there once and I have a good friend who has a cabin on the lake. *sigh* If I was anywhere near the NW I would totally go up there and chill at the lake and hit it in the El Camino.
As for Fred's, I say just go for it. Especially on Amateur nights, I am sure there are a bunch of University women supporting their friends and such. It would be fun, hell you could even take your boyfriend and use him as the excuse. Maybe "accidently" end up there.
I hope you had a great weekend and feel lots better.
I shake them on to the counter. Each white disk rolls in a seperate direction, making me keep my eyes on everyone. Every six to eight hours. I pick up the one next to the sink between my nails and break it in half.
Between my tounge and the back of my teeth, I taste the bitterness of drug. Puddling the water in my palm,...
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Between my tounge and the back of my teeth, I taste the bitterness of drug. Puddling the water in my palm,...
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enzo525:
Hi there, sorry I haven't visited your page in a while. How's everything going? That reminds me I stillneed to send you that Heather Duby cd. Let me know how your doing!
His hand slid up my inner-thigh. I could feel each line in his fingertips as he passed over the tiny hairs on my legs. "Your so beautiful."
I stood completely still against his bathroom wall. The chill of the tile embedded into my flesh as he pulled my nightgown off. I watched him undress me in the mirror of his vanity. I watched my skin's...
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I stood completely still against his bathroom wall. The chill of the tile embedded into my flesh as he pulled my nightgown off. I watched him undress me in the mirror of his vanity. I watched my skin's...
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ninjagrrl:
Wow.
I've been rocking the electric typewriter. When I get a decent chunk done, I'll let you have a looksee, but don't expect it for awhile.
I've been rocking the electric typewriter. When I get a decent chunk done, I'll let you have a looksee, but don't expect it for awhile.
ninjagrrl:
"Officially"? Like, you got informational pamphlets on it? My mom has that. I sort of have it, along with OCD, which is a sidekick affliction. It's probably just learned though. Kava Kava (check it out on WebMD) is not only tried and true for an herbal solution, but it lets you stand back and look at what is going on and not freak. Good stuff.
You inspire me to get more done, so I can show it off.
xoxo (^ ^) ng
You inspire me to get more done, so I can show it off.
xoxo (^ ^) ng
It's Saturday. It's hotter than hell in Missoula: 90 degrees right now and it's almost 11:00pm. It's been a lazy day too. I was on the couch all day switching off between lame Nickelodeon game shows and Nintendo games. Blah.
This past week has been earth shattering. Having to make the decision not to go to Chicago was probably one of the biggest things I've...
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This past week has been earth shattering. Having to make the decision not to go to Chicago was probably one of the biggest things I've...
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desilou:
sorry you are not moving to chicago that sucks big time... i love el caminos in a hardcore way... i want to get my girl one so she can pimp it out and the what not..... i have always wanted to work on a ranch in montana for the summer
rexphantom:
Huh?
People swarmed around me with their stories about drinking and their need for sex. Against the wall, I watched the movement of my jeans as the floor gently shook against their weight.
Behind the square window, my professor powdered her nose, waiting for her chance to explain Chinese women. "They couldn't have makeup on the ships. They were Feminists." I admired Cheleen.
A group of...
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Behind the square window, my professor powdered her nose, waiting for her chance to explain Chinese women. "They couldn't have makeup on the ships. They were Feminists." I admired Cheleen.
A group of...
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snowmizer13:
Thanks,You're sweet.
ninjagrrl:
Look at you! Not some months before you were sad because nobody read your journal. It warms my heart to see all the love and amazement people are giving you. Your every entry rocks my heart, especially this one, because I remember.
You truly are beautiful.
(I will get the run-down on self-publishing from the ol'man and send you a missive)
xoxoxo
ng
You truly are beautiful.
(I will get the run-down on self-publishing from the ol'man and send you a missive)
xoxoxo
ng
The American Death
To the men who loved her before she was Marilyn
Sprawled about the page are two legs,
naked in perfect, alluring parts. She embodied a dream,
and belonged to a generation believing in picket fences
garnished with vines. She hung in the garages of oil-glazed
men working on Cadillacs and Mustangs. She, lost
in the tangles of fame, was known to them...
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To the men who loved her before she was Marilyn
Sprawled about the page are two legs,
naked in perfect, alluring parts. She embodied a dream,
and belonged to a generation believing in picket fences
garnished with vines. She hung in the garages of oil-glazed
men working on Cadillacs and Mustangs. She, lost
in the tangles of fame, was known to them...
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misterjesus:
I love you. so so so so much.
ps. Missoula sounds like cooking oil.
ps. Missoula sounds like cooking oil.
midori:
Look. Here's what I'm thinking: I think its hard for girls like us, who are constantly trying to live up to and beyond the bar we've set for ourselves, to allow ourselves to not "know" exactly whats gonna happen next. I think part of the way we maintain this achieving pattern is by carefully mapping out our paths way in advance. This comes at the cost of relationships, of fun, of friendships, at all costs, basically -because we're so keyed into the goal that we can't allow for distractions to hinder the process. Are you with me?
So what we aren't prepared for, and are especially thrown by since our focus is so intent and so END ALL/BE ALL, is when our plans don't happen the way we intend. We feel like improvisation goes against the hard-work and careful planning guarantees that we made ourselves before things went awry.
What we forget is that we're smart. We have Good Brains, we are resourceful, and most importantly, we got ourselves where we already are. So whats stopping us from getting to where we really want to be, even though the path is different from what we thought?
This is just a minor setback, Delilah. And it might not be a setback at all; You're escaping living hell with those people, and maybe there is something in Montana that you need right now and just don't know it yet. I don't believe in fate or whatever, but sometimes you need to believe in something bigger than you when the world seems to be crushing your heart. Lord knows I'm there right now. I'm about ready to PRAY for something, and I don't pray for anything EVER.
Look, you're young. And you're smart. We seem to believe that if things don't go as planned, we'll lose our momentum, and the evil bad fun-loving side of us will come out and steal away all the things we've worked so hard for. But thats not going to happen, because you know what to do. And you keep your eye on what you want because thats all the motivation you need. I promise you'll get there.
You have accomplished the biggest obstacle of all: defining what you want right now. And my girl, I swear to christ everything will fall into place if you just hold on to that self-knowledge. Seriously.
Love and hugs to you.
[Edited on Jul 17, 2003]
So what we aren't prepared for, and are especially thrown by since our focus is so intent and so END ALL/BE ALL, is when our plans don't happen the way we intend. We feel like improvisation goes against the hard-work and careful planning guarantees that we made ourselves before things went awry.
What we forget is that we're smart. We have Good Brains, we are resourceful, and most importantly, we got ourselves where we already are. So whats stopping us from getting to where we really want to be, even though the path is different from what we thought?
This is just a minor setback, Delilah. And it might not be a setback at all; You're escaping living hell with those people, and maybe there is something in Montana that you need right now and just don't know it yet. I don't believe in fate or whatever, but sometimes you need to believe in something bigger than you when the world seems to be crushing your heart. Lord knows I'm there right now. I'm about ready to PRAY for something, and I don't pray for anything EVER.
Look, you're young. And you're smart. We seem to believe that if things don't go as planned, we'll lose our momentum, and the evil bad fun-loving side of us will come out and steal away all the things we've worked so hard for. But thats not going to happen, because you know what to do. And you keep your eye on what you want because thats all the motivation you need. I promise you'll get there.
You have accomplished the biggest obstacle of all: defining what you want right now. And my girl, I swear to christ everything will fall into place if you just hold on to that self-knowledge. Seriously.
Love and hugs to you.
[Edited on Jul 17, 2003]
I was walking up the stoop when my father opened the door. The muscles in his face were clenched, warning me to stop where I was. Where have you been, David? I looked at his hands: one hand gripped the frame, while the other suffocated my childrens version of Romeo and Juliet. I was at Samanthas. My mother had ordered me the complete set of...
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egon:
You're totally welcome to tag along. Just be here in southjersey by sunday august 12th. You'll have fun moving to chicago though. you get to paint new rooms and all other fun stuff.
I don
t have to work until tommorow, so i'm super hapy, since i seem to be at work all the time. i cant wait to be a full time student again
I don
t have to work until tommorow, so i'm super hapy, since i seem to be at work all the time. i cant wait to be a full time student again
aries:
MY REASON- A FRIEND TURNED ME ON TO IT, THEN I MET SOME PEOPLE THAT WERE4 MEMBERS AND THEY TOLD ME I SHOULD TRY IT. ANYWAYS I ALWAYS HATED MY BODY AND I GOT SOME BOOBIES AND LIPO AND THEN I LOST SOME WEIGHT AND DECIDED THAT IM NOT GETTIG ANY YOUNGER. SO BEFORE I RUIN MY BODY BY HAVING CHILDREN, I WANT SEXY PICS OF ME FOR PROOF THAT I WASNT ALWAYS A BOREING MOM. SO HERE I GO, I WANT A CHILD NEXT YEAR SO I WILL TAKE AS MANY SETS AS I CAN BEFORE I GET PREGO. THE SETS TAKE A LONG TIME TO COME OUT SO I IMAGINE I WOULD ALREADY HAVE MY CHILD BEFORE ALL THE SETS ARE EVEN POSTED. IF I CONTINUE DOING SETS AFTERWARDS DEPENDS ON WHAT I LOOK LIKE, I GUESS.
I've decided to designate saturday's journal as "my catching up" journal. It's a nice break from the poetic stylings I'm usually busting out, and a little update from my mundane life.
Let's see...
After seeing my love god, Johnny Depp, in makeup today, I've decided that men should start wearing dark eyeliner. It's super sexy and pretty mysterious.
The movie itself was pretty kickass (although...
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Let's see...
After seeing my love god, Johnny Depp, in makeup today, I've decided that men should start wearing dark eyeliner. It's super sexy and pretty mysterious.
The movie itself was pretty kickass (although...
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snowmizer13:
Weight really doesn't matter y'know.I've always thought that the female body was a beautiful thing,and Everyones is in their own special way.Anyway what I think or what anyone else thinks really doesn't matter It's what you think that counts cause when you love yourself so will everyone else.
bettina:
Check me out in Meat Market 1 & 2 by Frontline Films. See if you can recognize me! I'm a bit of a tough chick.
Smudges of charcoal swept across my skin as she repositioned my legs. "Maybe you should lie down." She sat on the edge of her bed, watching me reposition myself on her celtic tapestry; one hand on her chin, the other twirling her pencil through her fingers. "Did I tell you that you're going to be Mother Earth?" I shook my head; I hadn't spoken to...
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rexphantom:
Ummmmmmmm. You should write a 10 minute scene that can be performed in a public place and submit it to Random Acts. We might just perform it, and we'll even pay you nothing for the effort.
Do you want me to send you something? It's honestly been a lot of scripts lately. But I'll get my prose on in the fall again, I'm sure.
Do you want me to send you something? It's honestly been a lot of scripts lately. But I'll get my prose on in the fall again, I'm sure.
aries:
thanks, delilah. i saw your pics, your beautiful too!
Glad you're getting ideas, I totally can't wait for the shoot, or the news.
Crossed fingers man!
xoxo
ng