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I am wearing the most hideous thing right now: baby blue sweat pants. The are by far THE most unflattering pant in the world, but by far are THE warmest pants ever, and guess what? It's fucking freezing.

Montana has a tendency to do this: in October, the weather does an about-face and goes directly to winter; it passes fall; it doesn't collect $200. Then...
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uncool_hipster:
You dangerous girl you. Great set. More importantly great lists. Lists are very important to me... I didn't realize that until I had read High Fidelity... all about what you love, not who you love... it's all about the top 10. Keep on keepin' on and anytime you want to post a set feel free. I wouldn't complain.

[Edited on Oct 12, 2003 2:48PM]
jphi69:
Hey just giving you a shout out!

Drop me a line sometime!


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My Midori is up! I love Midori. I LOVE her.

I was going to be impulsive today and buy a $400 digital camera, but it was out-of-stock. I can buy it online, but now I'm having second thoughts. What do you think?

I miss BeckaDarling.

I love everyone. I'm just full of love and I'm needing to get nakkid.

Oh! And I'm going to get...
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ohwell:
I agree with onesecondmore about getting a better deal. If you think you'll use the camera a lot and want the higher resolution, $400 is OK, but there are also plenty in the $200 to $300 range that are just fine as well. Did you check the buying guide on CNET?
rexphantom:
Meanwhile, I'm thinking of buying a $20.00 Holga.
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I have decided that I cannot have a crush on Tyler number 1. I was really looking at him today, and I realized that I could never imagine making out with him, or god forbid, having illicit sex in random places. He's just too pure, if that makes any sense. So I've decided to scratch my crushes and just go back to little a-sexual me....
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beckadarling:
as a matter of fact, i have been tying together massive marigold chains in honor of our impending wedding all weekend. i say, after the ceremony, we go to nordstroms and shop for our trousseau. and if the cutie is as cutie as you say, maybe she can come play with us. im leaving for a bit, i will miss you dearly!! i promise to write haiku on the airplane trays devoted to you. will you be true while im away?
midori:
Awww! Thanks! I'm glad there are girls like you around to leave me notes like that. It means ever so much.
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Haha, I'm back. It was a weird weekend: wasabi fights with my parents, cute girls at Nordstrom, asshole 16 year olds backing into my car. Spokane didn't allow for much rest, but at least I have something to write home about.

After the week of hell at work, I thought Spokane would be the pretty relaxed, but it turned out to just irritate the hell...
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onesecondmore:
i'd volunteer, 'cept i'm miles and miles(and many miles) away.

i will say you've managed to do an exceptional job so far. wink

good luck with everything!
lucky1336929:
wasaaaaaaaabi.

sorry, i had to do that.

your tyler thing is weird cuz ive had a big ole crush on this girl for a few months who is preppy and not my type either. but she's taken anyway so i have less than no chance. im not sure how you can have LESS than no chance, but somehow i do.
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I just wanted to let all y'all know that this is probably one of the worst weeks ever: work has consumed my life. So...I probably won't be around much until Sunday (I'm going to Spokane for the weekend). Just know that I'm thinking about everyone all the time, and I love you all.

PS. Is it cool to have crushes on two boys both named...
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tiamat:
schools okay. i just got caught for skipping and the teacher chased me... eeek:

yes it is. that way you only have to worry about remebering one name!
kiss
justlittleolme:
they seem to have been coming in pairs lately.
my ex husband and the guy that i dated right after both had the same name. it continued from then on.
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Snow falls in chunks on the commuters of Russell Square. The sky is grey--as it has been since the day I had arrived, one month agocapturing the chill of Londons February in the high clouds. Thousands of people swarm around me with black umbrellas, unknowingly sheltering me from the snow. I have just finished going through Sir John Spanes Museum, a quirky collection of Greek,...
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enzo525:
Waz up? that was so cool! You should be a movie writer, or a story writer. So, are you still planning on going to Chicago, or am I just way out of the loop on that one. How in Montana anyways.
desilou:
i have not read your journal in awhile and reading it today makes me happy. i have dreams i go to london all the time.
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What a way to finish my week of anxiety, irritation and anger: I'm sick. I believe I caught whatever Midori had plus a twinge of flu. Bastards. I'm sweating and it's forty degrees outside. However, it always seems that when I'm sick, I enjoy playing dress up. Right now, I'm wearing the marvy skirt from The Limited. It's silk, it has jewels, it's flamenco-esque. And...
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lucky1336929:
good thing youre not in portland right now. its about 90 degrees. im sweating and im not even sick.

if it makes you feel any better, im a little over 6 feet tall and i hardly ever look good in skirts OR halter tops.
rexphantom:
But everyone would do it if their word was cunt.
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I've been angry lately. Very angry at everyone and everything. I go through my days wishing that people would disappear so I would never have to deal with them again.

I've been angry at my parents, at my professor, at my co-workers, at my old co-workers, at the other drivers on Montana's streets; they all just piss me off.

And there is no reason for...
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egon:
glad I can help
i'll get right to work on bringing elvis back. You prefer the young elvis, or the old fat sweaty elvis. I was talking to him, and he prefers the '73 hawaii elvis. Just let me know

your friend
-god
jphi69:
Always follow your dreams. Just remember that!
J
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I had this brilliant plan to write this long entry regarding my thoughts on studying literature right now, but it was interrupted by the worst news ever:

the LOVE of my life, the man I was going to marry and spend the rest of my life with has a girlfriend.

Damn him.

I had plans for us too. He was well aware of my plans....
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uncool_hipster:
Dear sweet Delilah. Plans don't usually work out when only one person is making them. I can feel your pain. I know only one truth to hold fast... Things work out the way they are ment to be... in the end, that wasn't your path to walk. You are a fantastic, talented and beautiful woman... I've seen the pics, I've read the posts and admire you for your prose. Keep being sexy. Keep blowing kisses into the camera. Stay wonderful. Be strong within your own self and your time will come to shine. When I feel the sunshine on my face I'll smile for you.
beaky:
Forget his cheating arse... If he would have been up front with you and told you he had a gf, then this wouln't have happend....
You're just a precious thing that does not need his bullshit...

kiss

beaky
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I started riding horses when I was about eleven years old. My mom was an avid equestrian when she was young and wanted me to follow her over the jumps that bruised and scared her for life.

I went through various horses over the few years of professional riding lessons, and fell off various times for various reasons. It wasn't unheard of for me to...
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malakai_godlike:
HELL(o) again, I forgive the slacking. Once in a while, I too even slack. Just don't let it happen again wink Nah, really, it's ok.... all is forgiven. So I would ask what you have been up to, but I read your journal entry so the question would be kinda silly right? I have also been attacked by a horse, not scared of them, but I don't fuck with them. Me, my mom and two sisters once went over to my mom's friends house, and it turned out that he had two horses. Well, pretty much the whole time I was there I spent all my time with the baby, coz it was just so goddamn cuuuute. Anyway, whenever I made my way over to the mother (I guess she didn't like me playing with her baby) she went up on her hind legs and came down head first on the top of my head. It hurt like a bitch, but the only real damage was done to my pride. That was enough for me to leave them alone, and that was probably like fifteen years ago.... haven't been near a horse since. I have this very unhealthy fear of snakes too, which can be kind of embarrassing at times too, even if there is a snake on the television I start to feel very uneasy. So of course this means when Maria is flipping through the channels and comes across the Animal Planet and they just happen to be showing "The Most Dangerous Snakes In The World" (or whatever it's called) she must leave it there and taunt the living hell out of me. At least I'm not scared of Roaches and mice like her, but that's a different story all together. My point is, I feel your pain! Besides, what the fuck was your instructor thinking getting you back up on that horse?
On another note, I was very happy to see that you had written me. It has been too damn long since I talked to you. I miss you and can't wait to hear from you again. Well, I guess I should be going to bed.... if I even can. Hey, if not.... maybe I'll write you some more tongue
Well, Love ya and talk to you later.... one way or another.
Chuck
goth_cowboy:
it's not incoherent, or maybe because i speak the incoherent language. hell i don't know. all i can say is get back on and ride. and if he's got that much fire in him, he is the right kind of horse.

later
llmll surreal llmll
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Ode To BeckaDarling

She told me her lips were pink. I imagined them the color of ripe red plums, dripping with dew from the autumn frost.

She strokes her index finger along her bottom lip, leaving pink color under her clear, glossed nail. Her smile widens as she smears her finger down my cheek. I watch the light intensify the different shades of brown weaved...
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tiamat:
entry #1: beautiful, it sent shivers down my spine

entry #2: i think law school is an excellent idea. my parents keep pushing me to go there once i finish my degree. the world needs more level headed lawyers
kiss
malakai_godlike:
Hey, how are you? I haven't seen you in so long, I miss you homegirl! Anyway, what's been going on? Still going to Vegas? I see you want to be a lawyer. It could happen, I still want to make my own comic books. We'll see, maybe we'll both be famous one day. Last time we talked it was almost 9/11, now there is a hurricane coming for me, what is up with this city? I have been through many hurricanes being from Florida and all so it doesn't bother me, but everyone and their dog are freaking out here. How is it like there? any hurricanes?!?! ahhh! Anyway, just wanted to say hello and that I miss your sweetass! Goodnight. Talk to you later, or sooner.... either way is good.
Chuck
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I have a new lover. His name is William Blake. I hated him three years ago. Despised him really. I could care less about his fucking tiger. But he called me the other night. He said hi. He said that he missed me. I said that I would give him another chance.

William Blake wrote a poem for me. He wrote it in brown pen...
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pihka:
Congratulations with your new lover!
I think I have one too. Her name is Autumn Weather and she leaves a trail of golden dragonflies in her wake. She encourages the trees to change into their colourful ball dresses and party along with her. In the mornings, her breath is crisp and cool, and in the evenings we often watch the stars together. Im so in love.smile
malakai_godlike:
Hello there. Sorry it has been so long since I have written you, I got seriously drunk Friday night and have been hung over since... Today I woke up at 4:30 this afternoon and went back to sleep around 6:30.... the bad thing about that is I have to open tomorrow so I hope I will be able to sleep tonight, if not I will be so tired at work tomorrow.... yaaaay! Anyway, 9/11 was pretty dull, not too many crazies out, but I guess that is a good thing. How have you been? Still wanting to go to Vegas? I promise to be on more often in the next few days so hopefully I will see you at some point, and we can catch back up. Well, I guess I will be going now, hope to see ya soon. Love ya,
chuck