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One of my favourite songs - comforts and hurts at the same time..

Both Sides, Now
by Joni Mitchell

Rows and flows of angel hair
And ice cream castles in the air
And feather canyons everywhere
I've looked at clouds that way

But now they only block the sun
They rain and snow on everyone
So many things I would have done
But clouds got...
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Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbow'd.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Lies but the horror of the shade,
And yet...
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It's all about weird today - because I feel weird and I'm pretty sure my hair looks weird and I have been having weird thoughts about life, friends, future - you name it. This is what happens when you're work is so boring that you go on auto-pilot and your mind can wander to "weird" and dark places.

"It's weird...you know the end of something...
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E

People are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered.
Love them anyway.
If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.
If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.
The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.
The biggest person...
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RANT

I HATE TELECOMMUNICATION, TELECOMMUNICATION COMPANIES AND TELECOMMUNICATION RULES AND REGULATIONS. And I pity the people who work for them when they have to deal with me.

You get the sales call - you figure - okay - I'll switch. So my land line worked for a total of a DAY - then dead air. Repair can't help because they need a password - WHAT...
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And so ends my Friday night...Saturday 4pm

Around 4 am I was apparently texting random messages

"The devil creeps ever closer...shine brilliant in his face!"

"She came, she smiled and thought most everybody was more f**ked then she was..."

"Moments of good save us from dark thoughts"

"Silver spikes pierced her heart and the pain was exquisite"

Alrighty then
Now - to sleep, perchance to...
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I believe that the moment is near when by a procedure of active paranoiac thought, it will be possible to systematize confusion and contribute to the total discrediting of the world of reality.

Salvador Dali

Reality is fired today

This is my "depressed stance." When you're depressed, it makes a lot of difference how you stand. The worst thing you can do is straighten up and hold your head high because then you'll start to feel better. If you're going to get any joy out of being depressed, you've got to stand like this. ~Charlie Brown

Gods bless Charlie Brown.
I really want a...
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Life moves on, whether we act as cowards or heroes. Life has no other discipline to impose, if we would but realize it, than to accept life unquestioningly. Everything we shut our eyes to, everything we run away from, everything we deny, denigrate or despise, serves to defeat us in the end. What seems nasty, painful, evil, can become a source of beauty, joy, and...
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Love is the only bow on life's dark cloud.
It is the Morning and the Evening Star.
It shines upon the cradle of the babe,
and sheds its radiance upon the quiet tomb.
It is the mother of Art,
inspirer of poet, patriot, and philosopher.
It is the air and light of every heart, builder of every home,
kindler of every fire on every hearth....
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