dekansilent

hello everyone and sorry for not updating in a while. i've been real busy with work, it's been taking up all my mornings usually 5am til 1 or 2 pm and then when i get home i'd go to sleep and usually do some work around the house then back to sleep and work all over again. hopefully next week is better.

this past week i've been cursed with this haunting dream of my ex-girlfriend. it pretty much keeps going over all the great things that we had, and how i let it crumble apart. you think that i learned my lesson it would stop but no it's trying to permently engrave it into my head or something. why is it keep coming up now too? i don't know, oh well.

i wish i could goto dc this weekend for the drunk ducks party but no all consuming work demands that i be there on sat for 8 hours during the night. i need a good job where i don't have to work weekends, i'm getting sick of them screwing me out of everything i want to do. anyone know anywhere hiring good?

well i'm bitching to much now so i think i'm just going to goto sleep before i start going off any more. peace everyone.

-Dek

ps - if anyone is looking for a place in pittsburgh apartment/house wise let me know my aunt rents places out for pretty cheap. just give me a area of pittsburgh, how many bedroom, and so forth and i'll see if i can hook you up with something.