dekansilent

+lets just say i have bad luck
-with what?
+relationships and love
-how do you mean? sorry if i like to pry
+no it's ok, i don't mind talking about it
-alright, well then go for it
+well my last two relationships were something i'd almost call perfect, i couldn't ask for much more out of them, but both times things just stopped, i think it was mainly my fault but i can't say that for sure, don't ask me why, cause i'm still trying to figure that out
-i don't understand..
+believe me neither do i, like i said i'm still trying to figure out this myself
+i wish i understood, i hate myself for what i did and what i threw away.



all i have to say is goodbye monica goodbye lauren, i'm leaving you behind and taking some weight off my back. hopefully i can move on... free.