to take this handgun to my eyes
and watch my cells start to rise
the flesh now starts to break as the
bullet enters like a snake
through one side in my head
and out the other
please tell me i'm not wanted...
s_f
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and watch my cells start to rise
the flesh now starts to break as the
bullet enters like a snake
through one side in my head
and out the other
please tell me i'm not wanted...
s_f
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lost inside another crash,
the love i had,
turned into ash,
the world did cry,
the night you died,
and i'm a no good suicide.
-Dek
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s_f
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man i need to find something to do today, and i need to find a job. that might be my journey, or a quest if you will, today. go ahead call me...
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the love i had,
turned into ash,
the world did cry,
the night you died,
and i'm a no good suicide.
-Dek
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s_f
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man i need to find something to do today, and i need to find a job. that might be my journey, or a quest if you will, today. go ahead call me...
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_lauren_:
i had my lip pierced last tuesday. it's still healing, but it's pretty much okay now, just making my lip really dry which is annoying.
was it a good crazy weekend? mine was. one of those that makes me all smiley just thinking about it. but i'm bored now. sucks.
was it a good crazy weekend? mine was. one of those that makes me all smiley just thinking about it. but i'm bored now. sucks.
mistressmissy:
yea its been raining almost none stop. im sure you know too hehe.
and i picked up one of those life things on the intraweb. theres a page that will give you one for a dollar a day. just write to mr happy dude...
and i picked up one of those life things on the intraweb. theres a page that will give you one for a dollar a day. just write to mr happy dude...
i started to ache,
when i started to think of you,
wondering how long it would take,
before i step into something new,
there is so much i can fake,
there is only so much i can do,
didn't get it for a minute,
i'll play the fool for you.
-Dek
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when i started to think of you,
wondering how long it would take,
before i step into something new,
there is so much i can fake,
there is only so much i can do,
didn't get it for a minute,
i'll play the fool for you.
-Dek
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norritt:
"there's a place for people who love their
poetry it's next to the place labeled pros only"
-tmbg
poetry it's next to the place labeled pros only"
-tmbg
tell me a story, yeah the one with a happy ending.... goodnight everyone...... 
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i don't know what to tell her, so far i find nothing to be the best thing. while she is away maybe it'll give me time to think of something clever, or give her time to find someone new, who knows. she can't hurt the one that already has a broken...
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i don't know what to tell her, so far i find nothing to be the best thing. while she is away maybe it'll give me time to think of something clever, or give her time to find someone new, who knows. she can't hurt the one that already has a broken...
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hazie:
Hel said to come here ... hello. you seem really cool nice bands YEA another Yellowcard fan hooray.
and for being the same age and stuff.
yay.
and for being the same age and stuff.
yay.
r3v:
Dude... you CAN'T stand up Hel on gheto prom nite! You CAN'T!
when deadbolts awake you from deja vu dreams,
at four in the morning you know where I'll be.
out running red lights asleep at the wheel.
the sirens feed my nightmares
it's just another battle that i know i can never win, with you...
-Dek
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edit: where's krista???
at four in the morning you know where I'll be.
out running red lights asleep at the wheel.
the sirens feed my nightmares
it's just another battle that i know i can never win, with you...
-Dek
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edit: where's krista???
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dolorian:
resize them?!?
you don't like the monster kitty head???
you don't like the monster kitty head???
clara:
I think she's preoccupied with love.
i haven't watched this much tv in about 2 years... you must know something is wrong. 
-Dek
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-Dek
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user092840:
@@@hugs@@@
And nope,it wasn't Miller Time
It was Absolute Mandrin Martini time
And yes,people deep down are all shit I think...
which makes me terribly sad,since I had hung out with her numerous times before and always thought she was a super cool person,but now I see that people have this facade they put up,until they feel totally comfortable with you and really get to know you,then they show what real pieces of shit they are.I just feel so bad for her kid.I know at 6 years old,birthdays are a big deal,and her own friggin mother was nowhere to be found.
Not to mention her husband was probably freaking out worried about her.I know after 8 phone messages and no return calls,I sure as hell would be...
but yeah,please feel better
And nope,it wasn't Miller Time
It was Absolute Mandrin Martini time
And yes,people deep down are all shit I think...
which makes me terribly sad,since I had hung out with her numerous times before and always thought she was a super cool person,but now I see that people have this facade they put up,until they feel totally comfortable with you and really get to know you,then they show what real pieces of shit they are.I just feel so bad for her kid.I know at 6 years old,birthdays are a big deal,and her own friggin mother was nowhere to be found.
Not to mention her husband was probably freaking out worried about her.I know after 8 phone messages and no return calls,I sure as hell would be...
but yeah,please feel better
why does she show up and not say hi
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krista:
Um....hey there.
serpiente14134:
Robots will take over the universe. Just wait.
i don't know what to say, tell me something.
-Dek
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-Dek
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hel:
you didn't call me... hope you found something fun to do
:hel:
:hel:
We write to apologize
We ask to look past life
as it goes by
I know you have sacrificed
time, life, love, time to fly
Please consider all things trite
forgiveness will be the thing that gets us by
I know to have something like this broken
is hard to fix.
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We ask to look past life
as it goes by
I know you have sacrificed
time, life, love, time to fly
Please consider all things trite
forgiveness will be the thing that gets us by
I know to have something like this broken
is hard to fix.
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krista:
It's the hardest test, and I'm still waiting to see if someone's going to pass...
_lauren_:
i uploaded a piccie
::anthem::
just one more night
of myself going crazy
i stare at these walls
with nothing else to do
i'm not alright
my mind is so hazy
what is there to do
when everyone depends on you
though you say things get better
they don't
when i heard it doesn't matter
i go
i mean it when i say i'm going this time
it's not...
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just one more night
of myself going crazy
i stare at these walls
with nothing else to do
i'm not alright
my mind is so hazy
what is there to do
when everyone depends on you
though you say things get better
they don't
when i heard it doesn't matter
i go
i mean it when i say i'm going this time
it's not...
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oipthestampede:
if you feel like talking, my cell is 8568168333. *shrug*
hel:
yeah i noticed... i must have been thinking of someone else....
:hel:
:hel:
she has left and now there's nothing left for me to stay for...
blah nothing new today, to sum it up, work, sleep, work, and now massive bordom. anyone want to do something.... anything......
-Dek
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blah nothing new today, to sum it up, work, sleep, work, and now massive bordom.
anyone want to do something.... anything......
-Dek
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user092840:
Sorry about getting off AIM so abruptly...
I lost my freaking internet connection for almost an hour...
Hope you don't hate me now...
I lost my freaking internet connection for almost an hour...
Hope you don't hate me now...
oipthestampede:
thats funny. a sales manager called me this morning and was like...hey dippy, can you come in today? and im like...no. and i laughed and laughed.
finally i have some time to update my journal. it's ten til four am, and i'm starting to get tired again. well the story goes.
friday morning started off pretty good. it was pay day and it was nice as shit out. i did some last minute packing like a hour before i had to leave. we left around 3 in the after noon on...
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friday morning started off pretty good. it was pay day and it was nice as shit out. i did some last minute packing like a hour before i had to leave. we left around 3 in the after noon on...
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user092840:
Screw Canada,you should come here! And bring Hel!And we can have lods of drunked madness!
I think I am going to DC for the 4th..blah :pukes:
Your on AIM,I should message you...
I think I am going to DC for the 4th..blah :pukes:
Your on AIM,I should message you...
user092840:
Sleep well
oh wait you werent talking about using the bathroom were you?
heh