day 4:
so the party went alright i guess you could say. luckly i didn't have to work on this morning because i didn't feel like it at all. i got up around noon and got something to eat and then realized that the rest of my days is going to suck. around 2 i left for work and so began the shit shift from...
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so the party went alright i guess you could say. luckly i didn't have to work on this morning because i didn't feel like it at all. i got up around noon and got something to eat and then realized that the rest of my days is going to suck. around 2 i left for work and so began the shit shift from...
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clara:
You have been one busy guy. Hope things slow down soon.
krista:
Is this why we never see you anymore?
make it a note to make a point she said,
thats a good advise i'll take it,
now start to use it you know,
send text-filled messages,
from me to you to let you know i'm ok,
i'll let you know,
i'm not making you cry,
so don't wait up i'll be home soon,
i'm not uptown for now,
you'll be waiting at home that'll...
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thats a good advise i'll take it,
now start to use it you know,
send text-filled messages,
from me to you to let you know i'm ok,
i'll let you know,
i'm not making you cry,
so don't wait up i'll be home soon,
i'm not uptown for now,
you'll be waiting at home that'll...
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clara:
I'm glad most things are ok, then. My parents don't really know anything either. I figure the doctors will keep giving them treatments and saying it's too early to tell until they both drop dead. It's no big deal, I know there's no good way to measure cancer.
I'd like to see you at some point. Maybe we can work something out for DC or Baltimore. Neither are too horribly far from either direction.
I'd like to see you at some point. Maybe we can work something out for DC or Baltimore. Neither are too horribly far from either direction.
mistressmissy:
*sighs with you
so at least two people care that i was gone for a while. it's good to know someone out there cares ( clara and eponine ).
so anyways, my days were good bad and ugly. more bad and ugly then anything else. i just wish things would work out alright sometimes. it's like soon as one thing starts looking better for me a couple other...
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so anyways, my days were good bad and ugly. more bad and ugly then anything else. i just wish things would work out alright sometimes. it's like soon as one thing starts looking better for me a couple other...
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eponine:
what are you doing thursday night?
i'm going to be in your end of the country. we should have pizza or a poptart or something.
i'm going to be in your end of the country. we should have pizza or a poptart or something.
robin:
petty shallow commentary:
well aren't you cute.
well aren't you cute.
god i haven't updated in a while, once i get the time i will let everyone know where i've been in the past 11 days.
to be continued.....
-Dek
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to be continued.....
-Dek
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eponine:
i've been wondering...
clara:
Waiting... 
you know how some people you can read like books and then there are the people that you think you have a idea but you're not quite sure about. yeah i ran into one of those the other night at some kids party that i don't even know. but there is a girl that when i look into her eyes i don't know what i...
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girlfixer:
Thanks, my birthday was pretty cool.
I posted that story because I thought it would have a lot of resonance with a lot of people on here. It really depressed me as well, particularly as I have a little brother of the same age who I know gets picked on sometimes. It's horrible that people do things like this to each other. Especially children.
I posted that story because I thought it would have a lot of resonance with a lot of people on here. It really depressed me as well, particularly as I have a little brother of the same age who I know gets picked on sometimes. It's horrible that people do things like this to each other. Especially children.
eponine:
you're an odd one, you are. but i heart you anyway. 
am i that clear, or that transparent that no one can see or understand... i guess... no one wants to hang out with the quite boy who sits alone and writes and draws in a little blue book. maybe they are just afraid of what they don't know, i only hope... 
-Dek
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-Dek
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mistressmissy:
i dont even know whats going on haha
steven said something about a tuesday. ill let you know more when i know.
steven said something about a tuesday. ill let you know more when i know.
user092840:
HEY!
I want to hang out with the quiet boy who sits alone and writes and draws in the little blue book!
And I want to drink PBR with him and talk about emo!
Please cheer up sweetie...
@hugs@
I want to hang out with the quiet boy who sits alone and writes and draws in the little blue book!
And I want to drink PBR with him and talk about emo!
Please cheer up sweetie...
@hugs@
if i told you i love you
would it matter at all
if i told you i need you
would you catch me if i fall.
i lost today
i'm not ok
heartbreak
fake smile
2000 miles.....
away
she is
i can't live like this
heartbreak
fake smile
2000 miles....
it's a story of my "mest" up life. like always i ask myself why does...
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would it matter at all
if i told you i need you
would you catch me if i fall.
i lost today
i'm not ok
heartbreak
fake smile
2000 miles.....
away
she is
i can't live like this
heartbreak
fake smile
2000 miles....
it's a story of my "mest" up life. like always i ask myself why does...
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mistressmissy:
*hugs* you and me both dek.
once i figure something clever out i'll write it down.
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eponine:
i bet you're lying.
eponine:
*points at your journal entry*
that.
that.
mommy?
yes son?
where does dirt come from?
dirt comes from... the worms.
-Dek
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yes son?
where does dirt come from?
dirt comes from... the worms.
-Dek
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thursday:
worms come from the dirt.
pigs come from trees~!
pigs come from trees~!
norritt:
im going oout to see adam evil at the rex
tonight, next week im going out to see the tmbg documentary
nothing else planned besides
whatcha doing tomorrow?
tonight, next week im going out to see the tmbg documentary
nothing else planned besides
whatcha doing tomorrow?
eh, my plans i think just got ruined...
-Dek
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-Dek
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pureblu12225:
what were your plans and how may they have been broken?
eponine:
that sucks.
need me to kick anyone?
need me to kick anyone?
finally some time off, maybe i can finally make it to baltimore if i'm not to late.
-Dek
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-Dek
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eponine:
ah, neat.
krista:
Great now there's images of me being ridden like a pony in my head....
pittsburgh here i come... but i have no wheels, if you want to hang out i'll be in the strip area and downtown. call my cell.
4125540905
-Dek
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4125540905
-Dek
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panthergrl59:
i don't know if i'm going to the reggie show for money reasons, however my boyfriend and i would really like to...when is it again?
thursday:
hey.