defyapathy

i spend so much of my life in this internet caf that i might as well work here. it's the best one in ecuador, though, i swear, it has such a comforting ambience. it's really more of a "gaming center" and at certain times of the day you get a bunch of adolescent boys playing eachother at like, warcraft or something, or just sitting around watching the big soccer game and being all rowdy. it's really cute, and it reminds me of home. we used to have this place in mt pleasant called "fraggit" that was surprisingly similar.

i have a huge test in about an hour. art history of 16th century latin america. essay questions on monastaries, catedrals, and about 100 different paintings of the virgin mary. all in spanish. going to fucking die for sure. oh well, i am getting positively wasted tonight in celebration, as last night i was confined to my room sweating over a dozen 20 page articles written in academic spanish.

i really need to change my display picture, but i cant decide what to. i never really have a "favorite" picture of myself, i always find fault. i should also upload some more pictures. ill get to that, eventually. for now im just superhappy that ive relocated all my favorite girls on here- rae, jayne, al, etc. im going to go paint an abstract painting dedicated to my love of the female form. actually, im going to go cram for another hour. wish me luck!