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Hollywood ... but found in 'The Biggest Little City in the World'

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I don't know how long I've been gone but....

Nov 24, 2017
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....I'm back!

Looking back at the past year there have been a lot of ups and downs. I went from having a career, a job, and a hobby to losing the career (temporarily), the job wound up because it's seasonal, and the hobby scaled back to just a few appearances here and there. The one thing I can say is I've tried my best to stay humble through everything. There have been a number of occasions where I could have blown up and created a much bigger scene over things and instead chose to keep my head up and don't allow things to pull me in the the undertow of bad feelings and bitterness. It's safe to say that I've learned a lot about myself and continue to learn more each day.

Next year is going to be bigger, brighter, and more plentiful as I know the opportunities that will present themselves will outweigh what has taken place since January 1st of this year. In the meantime, I'm going to get back on track on a more consistent basis of going to the gym, eating better, work on being less judgmental ....which will be a struggle as there's so much idiocy in this world, and should I be lucky enough and wind up in a relationship ....laugh and love more with that person than I have in my entire life.

Life is what you make of it and if you're going to stand by and let someone take your glory, that's on you.

If you've taken the time to read this, thank you.

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