deftoms

Went to the Bear...of course.

Tonight i saw my friend Katie, who i slept with about a year ago, and after that, the romanticism kind of died away. Maybe i was just bad in bed...oh well, i was drunk that night...it happens, despite what everyone may say, everyone has their bad nights. So i saw her at the Bar tonight, and we talked and flirted and danced, and i missed her. I don't know if anything will come out of it, but at the very least, i missed being around her....not to mention, when i looked at her, i noticed that she has the best "come get me" looks...like damn, i was turned on just looking at her...although it has been four months since i've gotten laid, so that may be a contributing factor as well...who knows?

I miss having close friends. I like my bar friends, but i'd actually like to have friends that wanted to do shit outside the bar, you know. Like friends that i could just hang out with, without having to drink or some shit. Who knows, it may be a long time before i have friends like that again...being that most of my closest friends have already graduated college and are talking about shit like marriage and kids and shit like that. It's frustrating.