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so new years was fun........ the next morning wasnt and a little hang over was the least of my problems. i woke up to blood all over my bed, looked down, my foot was cut open pretty damn bad got up to go and clean it up there is blood on my carpet and ALL over the laundry room floor, i mean it looked like an animal had been killed. i had no idea how i had done this i dont remember getting up in the middle of the night for a drink one bit, not at all, but the only conclusion i can come up with is i went for a drink still all drunk and asleep cut my foot on something...... but the thing is there was at least 3/4 of a pint all over the floor how the fuck did that not wake me up, then i went back to my bed to bleed while i slept, it just doesent make any sense. so you could imagine the confusion, shock and absolute horror of waking up like this and not recalling a thing, just as all these things are hitting me (im also dizzy and disorriented do to loss of blood) phone rings i pick it up its a girls voice that sounds like my bros girlfriend, so i say oh sara you want adam, she says this isnt sara, ok then, she says do you know who this is, im still trying to stop the bleeding and recall what the fuck happened, i say no not a clue, she replies its sheena. sheena and i were together for quite awhile in fact lived together for a year, but we broke up two years ago and i hadnt talked to her since. so heres another shock to add to the shitpile, i say what ok whats happening, she replies i know its weird im calling but im moving and wanted to get in contact, and stay in contact, that she had been thinking alot about me lately, mind you im still gushing blood i cant focus on anything and i feel like im gonna pass out do to blood loss. i tell her i cant deal with this im bleeding everywhere and need medical attention, so she gives me a number to reach her at and i hang up. get in the car with my stepdad and go and get stiched up, the doc said i had lost just over a pint of blood by then and the gash was a third of an inch deep. happy new years. sorry about how convoluted this last entry has been but i wanted to give it the whirlwind feeling that i was immersed in. what a fuckin morning.

now for something poetic.....

Wrap around
the white pavement feels so inviting
so lie back and gain bruises with me
it's been a long time since I've seen you from above
and your still beautiful
leave here we'll start something new in our embrace
with that crash your parts into mine
intoxicate me
with your many voices
I'll never leave you I'll never leave here I'll never leave you
intoxicate me
with all our voices
and crash your parts into mine
so lost inside of you till now I think we waited too long
lock your doors and close your shades
I'll never find
leave here we'll start something new in our embrace