i hate being alone it is soo quiet it fucking sucks fuck my life i hate it loneness sucks i wish i had soe one in my life to have hold and love
i bend over backwards to help people i guess i help people too much im sorry thats sooo fucking bad
i wish some one wanted to love and take care of me...
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i bend over backwards to help people i guess i help people too much im sorry thats sooo fucking bad
i wish some one wanted to love and take care of me...
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megan:
come hang out with meee 
alicee:
thank youuuuu
sombody needs to come part and drink with me or invite me to come party and drink with them
how come my stuff isnt getting posted where its supposed to or ends up some where else
deflicted:
and if u've posted something suspect should u clear the air with said ppl if u barely even know them
i need to be rich so i can pay people to hang out with me im sooo fucking lonely right now it fucking sucks i just wanna fucking hang myself and get it over with
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xynnedra:
Ok u need to come to NYC... We still need to rob a bank anyway... U don't have to pay me to hang
deflicted:
i wish i could afford it id sooo go but first we have to get lying cheating bitchs stuff outta my fucking apt
i need more friends 
meh
fuck my life i suck the wrold is shit the world ficking sucks
deflicted:
im soooo pissed i cant stop shaking
yay 2hrs of fucking sleep
is very glad counseling exists but fucking hate it when it becomes a bash the fuck outta paul session
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deflicted:
my lady and my counseler it was just one of those not feel good sessions when my day sucked and apparently i know their are some things i have to do and or change in my life and i dont want to hear em and i guesss thats what it was about ....it is upposed to be about support and growing not you know u have to you know u have to to and quit saving everybody save ur self first and i wanna help people i do help ppl but maybe it is a bit too much but whatever im just trying to pull myself outta the quicksand and not leave others to die and sink in the quicksand as well i dont leave men behind and shit
yay got a droid phone now i get to be one of the kool kids
also i hate getting drunk and bloggin weird stuff on sg and the internets sorry if i have offended u im just going thru a ruff patch right now and could use a little understanding or someone to talk to and listen too
also i hate getting drunk and bloggin weird stuff on sg and the internets sorry if i have offended u im just going thru a ruff patch right now and could use a little understanding or someone to talk to and listen too
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deflicted:
I sorry
marvel:
(((hug)))