deflicted

so uh what up party people? spiderman 3 rocked for what they were working with.

uh im in a weird place need to start feeling again or stop feeling sorry for myself. i just want to be happy. is that sooo much to ask for?
its like so deep and dark but no one knows cause no one really knows me. it is all bottled up inside and not for any one to know to share or be told. cause all we do is go out there and put our little smiles faces on and just work the world and our stage. but there are always the questions? why am i unhappy? why i am alone? did i do something wrong? was i a horrible person? what can i do to fix it? can it be fixed? can i ever find happiness?
well strippers rock they make u feel good only for a limited timed though
and trust how can i ever trust again.............................

i need some fucking sleep