deflicted

do u ever get sooo distracted by everthing it feels like ur sufficating and u cant breathe or live and all u wanna do is stop the hurting and.... just want to feel again to be loved and needed and not usefucking less like i feel right now..... and i need more fucking reliable drinking buddies and friends man it like everybody was off the planet this weekend. and its not a hug thing but then i come home and find out ur like posting ever hour on the hour and im just lik wtf mates. how about a little heads up so i can clear my schedule u know