So this is a hard post for me to make. I recently found out that my now ex was cheating on me before we broke up in October. I also found out that she has been dating the guys from her office that she was cheating on me with while still going on dates with me and spending time with me during thanksgiving. I found this out from the guys ex wife who he cheated on with numerous girls including my ex. I’m mad because during this time we were going to buy a house and continue our lives. She blamed everything on her depression and said that when she gets the help she needs from therapy she thinks we would be back together. She said she always saw us together and loved me and cared about me. The other day she wanted to air stuff out after finding out that I knew everything and she still just denies ever cheating on me and that I’m only saying things out of anger. She’s not only hurt me but my son. She was his preschool teacher when we met and loved her as much as I did. She doesn’t seem to care about other feelings and it hurts because I was extremely faithful to her and loved her. I’m trying to keep myself busy and in the gym. I’ve lost 25 lbs so far and I don’t see that stopping. This whole situation has made me feel like I don’t deserve any kind of love from a human being that isn’t my son. I feel like I’m not allowed to have a meaningful relationship because people want to lie and cheat. I hope someday I’ll meet someone but at this point I’m just not sure if that’s ever going to happen.

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