defekt

I've been on the road for nearly a month now. In the past month, I've tried and failed to have sex with two different people. And the failure wasn't based on them not wanting to have sex with me. No, no, just the opposite. Have you ever gone soft in someone's mouth, or had someone go soft in your mouth? It's horrible! So, the failures on my end were based on two things; the fact that I'm training my nuts off and don't have a lot of energy for anything else, and second, my inability to get turned on lately by anyone other than Bailey Fuckin' Maxwell. Even my own hand is a turn off these days. The only thing that seems to interest or inspire me is the sound of her voice, or a picture from her on my mobile phone. Everything else, even if my brain is into it, simply does not elicit a reaction.

So, tomorrow, I get on a plane to go to the cyclo-cross World Championships in Belgium. And when I get to DC, Bailey will be getting on the plane with me. I could almost care less about watching the race at this point, and the meetings I have to go to. I just want to see my girlfriend.