Alot has happened since my last post.........
Spent Christmas in the Florida Keys
Went scuba diving
had a panic attack durring my first dive
got certified as a diver
went to virginia to see anths mom
spent new years in tears
found out my boyfriend isnt happy
cut myself
got hired permanently for prime retail
broke out in a horrible rash turns out to be...
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know what i hate?


When you know what you want.

and you know your not getting it.

Yet your still dissapointed.




Its like yeah, I know im not going to get it........and that just sucks.

Havent put up a entry in a while.
Ive been up and down.
Trying to get into the routine of work.
I get paid 30k a year to sit at a desk look pretty and do nothing but answer phones, greet people, and sign for packages. Can you believe that?

I can't. I even ask people if they need help. Nothing.
It gets boring. Yet...
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I dont know what I would do without SG.......... Im so glad to have somewher to rant that isnt myspace. Seeesh.
So last time I was talking about the wonderful family festivities that I am so not included in. lol Big deal. Can you believe that Anthony told his mother that it wasnt right. She acted like it never happened. No appology, nothing. But now...
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So we have alot of plans coming up.
Tomorrow (Monday) We have to go to fletcehrs to check out Brandon and Jasons New band Phantom Communique. Tuesday were all going to Fletchers again to see Flyleaf. Friday we are heading up to Rochester NY. Were going to meet up with one of Anthonys Marine buddies and his girl and go see Panic At The The...
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***She is smiling like heaven is down on earth
Sun is shining so bright on her
And all her wishes have finally come true
And her heart is weeping.
This happiness is killing her.***


Its been rough lately.
I'm new to this whole living with your boyfriend type o gig.
I dont mind it. However I have to get used to it.
things havent been...
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We've been together 6 months and now 27 days later........



Were still alive and going strong. Today marks the day that Anth and I made it official. We moved into our apartment 27 days ago. It feels amazing. To be able to have a place that is our own. Granted it has its ups and its downs, but we have each other and who could...
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Kinda Nervous.

Not to mention Sick.

I have a Interview Dowtown tomorrow.

ITs a professional Corporation.

Prime Retail.

Many of you probably think you never heard of them.

However, think of all the outlet malls you see when you travel around.

Locally, Prime Outlets in Hagerstown might ring a bell.

That is the company.

Their corporation is based in Downtown Baltimore.

They are looking for...
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Welp, its that time again.

Im about to get ready for an interview. If I can get my ass out of the bathroom long enough to go.
(my stomach is so in nots, Im so nervous about all this stuff)

Then were going to get anthonys stuff packed up and break down the furniture that way sunday morning we can just load everything into the...
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