0
Just when you think things can't get much shittier... Ugh.

I miss my friends. Maybe I should just forget this whole thing.

frown
clairevoyance:
When it rains, it pours. Too bad I'm not there, I'd be your friend...we could cruise to fat basslines and forget about the world. biggrin kiss
0
So, today... I got our network running, had to use my own case for a friends system (I wasn't gonna charge him for my thermally-related fuckup, and he needed a system back), and finally communicated my issues regarding recent drama to my other best friend.

Anyways, as time passes, I slowly forget the pain of said past drama. Trying desperately to get back to my...
Read More
clairevoyance:
yay for being cynical and getting the network running. biggrin
0
Ehh... So, I fixed all that shit. Took a lotta werk, and I'm not sure how it's gonna last, but... what-the-fuck-ever. Heh.

Looking at modding my friends case, seeing as it STILL runs too friggin' hot (about 62 Cel at idle)... That's with the 80 bucks I ended up dropping on it last night for a new PSU with 3 fans, and 3 new case...
Read More
clairevoyance:
i love your new profile pic love i don't know how well you take comments, but you're hot. biggrin kiss i wish i could technically ramble w/ you but my computer knowledge is pretty "upper middle class" tongue
clairevoyance:
biggrin
0
So, my office network destroyed itself, possible multiple virus infectons on about 5 machines, including the server, massive downtime for everyone i the office, the server heatsink craps out and I end up replacing it with my own, we decide not to do a server rebuild because it would be too costly and time consuming, no external organization will help us (symantec, panda software, SiteNOC,...
Read More
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
itzie:
frown
abyssbecomesme:
hey at least you get to run screaming in a few days!!
0
Werk. Ugh.

ARRR!!!
clairevoyance:
::sigh:: I feel you...too bad my car is fucked up so I can't go to work though. mad I've had a shitty day to say the least but I hope yours is going alright. kiss
clairevoyance:
Fuck this day in the GOAT ASS!
0
Ahhh, yeas. Sundays. Lonely, bastardized days usually reserved for a lost friend, laundry, and milking the last bit of relaxation out of the weekend.

The internal battle between reason and stupidity rages on, as I really only want to do one thing on such a lonely day. Ehhh... I'll just keep myself distracted with car-washing, clothes-cleaning, work-related fuckery.

whatever

What's your favorite thing to do on...
Read More
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
clairevoyance:
Sleep...lay in bed all day...get drunk...have sex(if I have someone) and drink when there are hurricanes! biggrin
itzie:
wake up early to get as much weekend time in as humanly possible, drink massive amount of coffee, and program, or head over to SL to do some scripting and hang out with some virtual friends, video games, and ignoring the outside world, later in the evening in enjoy drinking alchol along with one of the above mentioned activites. Also maybe some sex or some porn, and enjoying the cuteness of my kitten. YAY weekends. Then, as the time approaches 2am, and im still struggling to avoid from being completley and utterly miserable about the fact that i have to go back to work the next morning, i force myself to stay up even later, so that im completley miserable and useless the next morning.
WOO
0
To nervous about my new job to be excited. Too emotionally drained to deal with my personal life. To overwhelmed/stressed/bored to fucking care, really.

Bleh.
robot
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
disastermagnet:
Well it looks like you're back to your old self, yah? I hope so, I don't want you to be bummed over drama....or....anything really.
Flamesaw. Heh. Can't believe I never thought of that. smile
billenium:
the man is back! hey 'Burn good to see ya. Imposing black photos and curse word journal entries left me freaked out and concerned, I hope the road to recovering from whatever trauma haunts you will be short and easy.
0
To nervous about my new job to be excited. Too emotionally drained to deal with my personal life. To overwhelmed/stressed/bored to fucking care, really.

At a time when thinking forward and planning for the storm that lies ahead, I think only of my personal life, and the shit in it.

I find I'm becoming increasingly antisocial toward those friends outside of tumultuous situations. Hell, I...
Read More
chemakil:
Thanks for constantly deleting me out of your life....literally.......even my friend request attempt. frown
chemakil:
I understand, but for some reason the SG delete is really offending. I will get over it, it's a small problem in my life......having you on my firends list, but its anoying.

I will stop asking you for cig breaks and such. I guess I will let you make the first move.

0
Soon, a new life.

New place, new job, new lease on life, hopefully. Tough to go through, but much needed after the past couple years...

Still waiting for the optimism to kick in, tho. whatever
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
itzie:
Welcome back smile
you had us all worried surreal
clairevoyance:
the sad fact about FL is that it will almost always be old people, tourists, and filled with violence due to its heavily political towns(miami etc.) and coastal position, BUT FL was the deciding state last election and it was decided by a ridiculous 537 votes...the young outpopulate the elderly and if we can get them all to vote against the idiot son of the asshole, then we can hopefully beat the system despite the GOP's shadyness. You're fucking cooooool as well...it is too bad that we have such a distance between us bassheadz...we would have some fun! biggrin
0
Any anger in the situation is gone, left only with an air of resignation. Nothing is fixed, but I cannot continue emotional war over my own issues.

I remain in a position to not continue communication for awhile. Theres still a lotta shit to work out internally.

Site note: terribly sorry to those people who are looking at all of this nonsensical, overdramatic babble and...
Read More
clairevoyance:
hope things look up soon kiss