deerailed

Quit smoking today. Or at least I'm trying. Fucks with your health, fucks with your wallet, just plain fucks you up.

I'll prolly crawl back to it in a few days, but its worth a shot, I think....

Outside of that (entirely, actually), I hung out with my ex... I wish she wasn't my ex. I wish I'd never met her, so I could say that I never fell in love, never got hooked on her smile, never was ruined on my own infatuation and inadequacy. Fuck love.

Damn, I want a smoke.