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So, yeah, my friend's boyfriend made this mix o D&B, and now I can't get enough. I'm blasting this shit in my office, and not taking my sunglasses off. I might be a tool, but I don't care:

This D&B mix rawks. And I don't like light right now.

EL SUICIDO LOCO
abyssbecomesme:
twas fun. we should start a weekly piercing outing or something, heh. get your fucking ampallang. be strong like rhino!
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bored, bored, bored, bored.... BORED!!!!!!


curse, CURSE!!!!

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disastermagnet:
not me dude. No way. My life is a constant thrill. Constant, I say. And I'm TOTALLY not lying.

whatever

disastermagnet:

Well, yeah I kinda speak Japanese. I'm not "fluent" yet..but what does fluent mean anyway? You can get really comfortable with the Tokyo Hyoujungou dialect and go down south and get totally thrown by the Kansai dialect because it's so different. But anyway, I think I may be good enough to do document translation, but I don't know yet.

So.....translators make da bux you say? How do you know this? Seriously, I'm only recently starting to learn about this stuff.
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Sleeping too much, not working enough... but much happier, now that I'm not in the office so much.

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It's amazing how much that place sucks my soul.

Meh. Now all I need is a great sexual relationship, and a new and exiting life prospect on the horizion, and I'll be mister happy!!!!

biggrin biggrin biggrin biggrin

(I wish...)
itzie:
did you ever se the movie THE ORDER??? haha
sorry
your sucking soul comment just reminded me of the soul snacker. You totally have to see the Order. One of THE worst movies i've ever seen
punishing and not in a good way

good luck on you quest to become mister happy
i know i'll just keep thinkin of new shit to be miserable about once my current miseries are dispatched of. But that's just the core of self talking. On my external layer i'm really not all that miserable..
hmm. even that's a lie!!

ah! dear god!
the weasels!!!!!
billenium:
Mister Happy!?!?!!? They told me you were Imaginary and that I shouldn't do what you say anymore! But they had to burn Mister Happy, You said so!!!!!!!!! surreal
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I have thoroughly enjoyed the responses I have received, and wish to welcome new friends to my list.

As of late, I've prolly been coming off as a real fuckbox. If your experience has been the case, tell me to cram it. I need some tough love. wink

Anyways, I check this shit ALL the friggin' time, so don't be strangers. If you have the urge...
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chemakil:
Damn, I didnt know you thought I was mad at you still. I thought that was long gone bullshit. Eh, well we should kick it. I'm always down for some D-Rail action. And you know this. wink

PS- the word "fuckbox" is fucking tight by the way.

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billenium:
sorry man, I didn't mean to bring anyone else down too. Im kind of glad Im no tthe only one who feel;s this shit. Of course Im not, but a little hard evidence is always reasuring. And I don't drink at all, so the booze definatly doesnt satisfy! Its crazy, I have never met you in reallife and you leave like 150% more comments to me than my real life friends Core and 'Zamna. Im not knocking you guys, I just noticed! So yeah, crazy!

see you space cowboy...
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I've updated my profile sheeeat, for those that have cared or will ever...

Outside of that, I must express my discontent at the fact that updating my journal wipes out my box of comments... gives ya sort of an empty feeling not having comments on your journal, doesn't it?

eh.

Enough shit about me... what are YOU up to?

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disastermagnet:
Ahhhh.
So, I'm going to take that to mean you like my track? I seem to remember you having a taste for the hardcore drums and bass.
Yeah I don't know what title my project. I would go with Core of Self, like it's titled right now, but there's already a producer called "Knowledge of Self" which is too similar for my tastes. And I don't really want to go with something too foreboding because my next track is going to be totally different.
Although after I was done with this I got some wicked ideas for how to make tracks even harder than this one. I tell you, the hardcore sound is pretty hard to pull of without distorting all over the place. The equalization process seems to go on for ever!

billenium:
Missing Core and 'Zamna. And getting ready to go back to a job I am pretty much completely done giving a shit about. I could get fired or whatever and really not care right now. Oh well, such is life, a series of changes form one thing to the next. The key is to realize when it is time to end one thing and begin another. I think I'm pretty good at recognizing that. Oh wait, no, I'm not. whatever

And yeah, I hate having no new comments, which means I am filled with hate an awful lot mad
its all good though I know you core and 'zamna are reading them at least.... aren't you? Oh god if you guys arent reading them than no one is! Oh god my whole life is a lie!

*runs away screaming*
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The past week and a half or so has been deemed (in my mind) as the weeks of irresponsibility. Coming into work late, drinking WAYYY too much, and generally livin' the fat life at a time where I really should be considering hawking my own back molars to make ends meet in the future. For those of you that never read my frequently updated journal,...
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itzie:
Sealab or Harvey Birdman!!!

HESCH WANTS SEX!!!!
billenium:
so wait, back up. How much can be made off of said molars? Cuz I could use some cash. Oh and I guess I have to go with Cowboy Bebop as my fav [AS] show. But since thats on at like 1 am I'll conceed to the lovely and super intelegent 'Zamna and say those two are the best. Yeah dude, I'd gladly offer peices of my anatomy for a job at [AS] as well. Of course, do they really want to employ a bunch of guys with missing limbs or whatever? Prob not. Good bluff on the child though, people never suspect that our generation is smart enough to not want kids. You may get them with that one.
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Forgive me for my trespasses. I mean everything in good fun!

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disastermagnet:

ooohhhhh....
thank you for the clue...that thing looks cool

YAY!

disastermagnet:
you better believe you'll be in the top of the list of people I'm going to show it to....

..hey...

...come to think of it...ya feel like helping me think of a producer name? blush
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After a drastic e-mail to my supervisor regarding termination from this company, one that I have worked at for 4 years, I anticipate friction to arise in the managment.

The odd thing is, not a peep has been uttered. No comment from my boss. No hint toward my plea.

The quiet before the storm? whatever
chemakil:
What a bunch of fuckers. They are problably sitting there with their thumbs up their asses trying to make sure they are reading your email right......wondering what the fuck they are gonna do without a valuble asset such as yourself. I hope they get the point and offer you a $20,000 salary raise. whatever

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rudee:
i heard doom wasn't that great... i just started playing this pc game called Missing... its pretty weird, but cool.. you have to figure out clues and stuff on the internet to find these missing people... its some funky stuff robot

i cannot wait until Fable comes out! and Metal Gear! love
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So it is done.

My supervisor bitched at me for being tardy to a meeting that was planned for a long period of time.

Twas my fault for being late, true.

Nonetheless, I'm sick of this shit. I work a job meant for a DEVELOPMENT TEAM, not one employee haplessly scrambling to learn the technologies needed to program a multi-tier web application.

I have put...
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itzie:
hey burnman. sorry to hear your employment situation is shitty. If you can't find a job, you & Core can hang out and talk about how much it sucks that you can't find a job.. and if you do find a job, hook a brother up!
bok oink
what can i say.. i have a thing for farm animals?!???
glassheart:
its understandable though. I thought you wanted to move to LA....josh mentioned that once before i think. So if you can leave here, and move to LA, than its obvious we dont have the same feelings for the bay area.
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Life is one big bleak fuck right now. I'mma go stare at a wall and dream of escape.
chemakil:
but, I thought you were a spider wearing a diaper?

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rudee:
fuck yeah dude ARRR!!! i love your enthusiasm, you've just been waiting on the edge of your seat for me to come back haven't you? and why wouldn't you? im lovely... and awesome wink
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I'm not here. This isn't happening....
chemakil:
so, you have vanished from everyones life again.....whats goin on? why must you do this like a junky goes back to crack.
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Set up dual computer action in my office, officially making me the biggest nerd I know (or have ever known).

I have no life.

Fuck this shit, I'm goin to Fresno.
ARRR!!!
itzie:
man, came you come over and set up dual computer action in our office? (why does that sound like a good theme for a porn movie??????)
Of course, we'd need you to supply the second computer....
cause uh... we don't have one..
and about you being the biggest nerd you've ever known. You need to hang out with us and our friends sometime!
ha!
we'll put your nerdy-like-ness to SHAME!

SHAME I SAY!!!!!!

you shall ultimately cower before the awesome power of our nerdy-like-ness!!!!!
I shall rule you all with my iron fist!!!!!
YOU!!!!
OBEY THE FIST!!!!!

Actually, I'm just kidding.. We're probably the coolest, hippest, most un-nerdy-like scenesters you'll ever meet.
Actually we're beyond cool, and then beyond nerdy, and back to cool, 'cause now that its cool to be nerdy, we're not even that anymore. We're uncool-ly cool.

TAKE THAT!!!!

umm....
...i like pigs....

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itzie:
Oh yeah, and now, you can play computer games and watch porn at the same time!
How i envy you!