deerailed

When it rains, it pours. Too bad I'm not there, I'd be your friend...we could cruise to fat basslines and forget about the world.

yay for being cynical and getting the network running.

i love your new profile pic i don't know how well you take comments, but you're hot. i wish i could technically ramble w/ you but my computer knowledge is pretty "upper middle class"

hey at least you get to run screaming in a few days!!

::sigh:: I feel you...too bad my car is fucked up so I can't go to work though. I've had a shitty day to say the least but I hope yours is going alright.

Sleep...lay in bed all day...get drunk...have sex(if I have someone) and drink when there are hurricanes!

wake up early to get as much weekend time in as humanly possible, drink massive amount of coffee, and program, or head over to SL to do some scripting and hang out with some virtual friends, video games, and ignoring the outside world, later in the evening in enjoy drinking alchol along with one of the above mentioned activites. Also maybe some sex or some porn, and enjoying the cuteness of my kitten. YAY weekends. Then, as the time approaches 2am, and im still struggling to avoid from being completley and utterly miserable about the fact that i have to go back to work the next morning, i force myself to stay up even later, so that im completley miserable and useless the next morning.
WOO

Well it looks like you're back to your old self, yah? I hope so, I don't want you to be bummed over drama....or....anything really.
Flamesaw. Heh. Can't believe I never thought of that.

the man is back! hey 'Burn good to see ya. Imposing black photos and curse word journal entries left me freaked out and concerned, I hope the road to recovering from whatever trauma haunts you will be short and easy.

Thanks for constantly deleting me out of your life....literally.......even my friend request attempt.

I understand, but for some reason the SG delete is really offending. I will get over it, it's a small problem in my life......having you on my firends list, but its anoying.

I will stop asking you for cig breaks and such. I guess I will let you make the first move.

Welcome back
you had us all worried

the sad fact about FL is that it will almost always be old people, tourists, and filled with violence due to its heavily political towns(miami etc.) and coastal position, BUT FL was the deciding state last election and it was decided by a ridiculous 537 votes...the young outpopulate the elderly and if we can get them all to vote against the idiot son of the asshole, then we can hopefully beat the system despite the GOP's shadyness. You're fucking cooooool as well...it is too bad that we have such a distance between us bassheadz...we would have some fun!

hope things look up soon

Dude....

*sigh*
My curiosity is killing me, but I'm going to override my urge to scream "TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON!" and instead, calmly wish you well.

Feel better buddy.
And hurry back to us soon.

Ok, this is it for me. I've had it with this bullshit. Fuck you. I can't believe you have gone to the measures of deleting me as your firend.

You got your wish, and now I am on my way to trying to hate you again. That way it will be easier for you to look away and just keep on walking, right? To just leave me crying in teh streets.....right? I told you I would do whatever it would take to make you happy. I hope this is what you wanted.

YOU DON'T OWN ME OR MY PUSSY, and if thats what you need in order to be happy in life, well then I'm sorry. I was your best friend and you are actually putting your insecurities on me because of this shit. In that case I have way too much control over your happiness. In which case you are right....leave, and don't ever look back. But I think you are weakening and limiting yourself by saying you can't change yourself. I hope your plan works this time, because I'm sick of this cycle too. The only person you are sabotaging is yourself. Only a best friend would know that. ONLY I WOULD KNOW YOU ENOUGH TO KNOW THAT.

I understand why you are upset, but apparently there is some shit you need to fucking get over and move on. I'm not your slut. I'm not yours to own.

I am at a fucking horrible place because a huge part of me just wants to visit you and make things better.....or try. The other part of me never wants to talk to you again... to see how you like it, when all this blows over and you actually message me again.

Say what you will. assume what you must. I just hope this time something does change within you and us.

[Edited on Sep 20, 2004 5:47PM]

[Edited on Sep 20, 2004 5:48PM]

You all can blame me.

why did you remove me as a friend?
::sigh::
not fair.