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For an english entrance, read later, under spoilers.

No me siento con ganas de traducir. De hecho, podra decirse que la apata ha vuelto a invadirme. Y es que quiere acapararme entera.

Mi mejor amiga es mdico. No 100% pero ya est estudiando la especialidad, por la que le pagan. Su sueldo de estudiante es mi sueo como trabajadora. Ya piensa en emanciparse, en permitirse caprichos, en ser ella.

Ella me pregunta que por qu no aado algo a mi vida laboral. Que insista con mi marca, pero con un segundo trabajo que me aporte el capital para, por ejemplo, vivir sola. Yo le explico que a nivel de diseador no encuentro trabajos a media jornada.

Por otra parte, entra el debate B. Se basa en una premisa muy sencilla. Me veo completamente incapaz de trabajar 8 horas en algo que sea montono. No puedo estar 8 horas diseando. Tampoco patronando. Menos cosiendo. Por ese motivo tengo una marca, porque hago A+B+C dedicando a cada tarea el tiempo que me da la gana. Si un da no estoy inspirada (como hoy) dedico 2 o 0 horas a mi trabajo. Si un da me encuentro esplendorosa, puedo trabajar hasta 12 horas seguidas sin preocuparme. He hecho semanas de ms de 90 horas trabajando y no me he muerto.

Pero incapaz de dedicarme a algo concreto 8. Es superior a mi

Y todo esto viene a que mi amiga y yo nos queremos emancipar. La diferencia es que ella puede y yo no. Tengo una fecha marcada, me quedan DIEZ MESES y medio para dejar el nido. S, para muchos de los que leis esto soy mayor y bla bla bla. Este ha sido el nico camino de intentar vivir de lo que quiero sin morir en el intento.

Bajando del rbol, perdon. Emanciparse. Tengo diez meses y medio para que a) mi marca funcione (imposible en tan poco tiempo, al menos para mantenerme en BancoCelona) b) encontrar un trabajo cutre de media jornada resultn (pero me niego a ser dependienta, no puedo ser simptica con la gente tantos das a la semana), c) que la publicidad vaya bien, o hacerme pruebas mdicas y cobrar por ello, o chollos de este tipo.

Sigo en otro momento, meh

Thanks google translator, sorry if it's not translated properly

SPOILERS! (Click to view)

I am not eager to translate. In fact, one could say that apathy has returned to invade. And he wants hoarding whole.

My best friend is a doctor. Not 100% but is already studying the specialty, for which she gets paid. Her salary as a student is my dream as a worker. Already thinking about emancipation, allowed whims, be it.

She asks me why not add something to my working life. To insist with my brand, but with a second job to me capital input, for example, live alone. I explained to him that level designer can not find work half-time.

On the other hand, enters the debate B. Basa is a very simple premise. I am completely unable to work 8 hours on something that is monotonous. I could not 8 hours designing. Nor pattern. Less sewing. That is why I have a brand, because I am A + B + C devote to the task each time it gives me the win. If one day I'm not inspired (like today) or 0 dedicate 2 hours at my job. If one day I'm splendid, I can work up to 12 hours without worry. I have weeks of work over 90 hours and I have not died.

But unable to devote to something concrete 8. It is exceeding my

And all this comes to my friend and I want to emancipate. The difference is that she and I can not. I have a date marked, I left ten and a half months to leave the nest. Yes, for many who leis this I am more and blah blah blah. This has been the only way of trying to live without anything I want to die in the attempt.

Going down the tree, forgiveness. Emancipation. I have ten and a half months to a) mark my work (impossible in such a short time, at least to keep me in BankCelona) b) find a job cutre resultn half-time (but I refuse to be dependent, can not be sympathetic with the People so many days a week), c) that advertising goes well, or get medical evidence and charge for it, or quotes of this kind.



Much love.

DeeDee

MUAH!!

VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
pakilio:
bueno, yo tengo un trabaJO DE 8 HORAS, bastante monotono, adems tengo que aguantar a gente que no me apetece, pero es lo unico que se hacer, soy muy malo para el patronaje, me salen ideas cada 10 aos (conozco una chica que me dijo una vez que mis ideas de moda son de lo ms curiosa, ms bien de figurinista). y con respecto a que tu marca funcione, necesitas un patron con dinero, acceso al publico y a los medios de comunicacin, lo que lo hace algo muy complicado, por eso, es ms facil trabajar para otros, aprender de ellos,, y cuando ya conozcas bien el camino, lanzarte. pero eso no son 8, ni 12 horas, son ms, ademas debes trabajar sobre las ideas de otros, lo que te puede restar creatividad. de todas formas si no confias en lo tuyo, mal va la cosa. animo y tira padelante
kiss
Jul 17, 2008
tommyrocket:
thanks for the advice! you're the sweetest!!!

i realized later i probably should have gotten some of the stuff that slows down the drying. the silver was so thick it clogged my screen as i was printing! but because i'm stupid i want to try again today...

and i probably should have washed my shirts before printing on them, i hope they don't shrink!

and i think i know what you're talking about in your post here!

i have a really difficult time sitting and doing the same thing for 8 hours a day as well. i work as an animator mostly, but i definitely get tired of it some days. that's why now i'm doing things like screen printing and touring with a band...although i don't have much money right now either...

what i like to do is work on an animation project for a few months then take a month off and do other projects, when i can do that i'm happiest. so i generally work freelance [one project to another instead of just for one company]

some people like to have careers other people like to do many different things. there's definitely ways you can make it work, doing all the things you love! sometimes it just take a bit to figure it out!
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